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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

It's official

I'll be flying off to Australia on the 9th of February. Gosh. It's gonna come soon!!!
Anyway, today is the last day of 2008, I hope 2009 brings a better year!
I'm off to Sunway Lagoon!!!

Friday, December 26, 2008

Greetings from Singapore

I'm in Singapore now!!!
GONNA SHOP TILL I DROP!
WAHOO!!!

Thursday, December 25, 2008

It's Christmas

Yes. Now is Christmas. However, somehow, I'm not in the christmassy mood.
I don't know why. I feel like emo-ing.

Monday, December 22, 2008

Christmas and New Year

Christmas is coming! WooHoo! I wonder what will I get for Christmas this year. Will I get anything from my wishlist? Most probably only in my dreams. Anyway, I'll be celebrating my Christmas in Singapore this year! I hope to visit those clubs in Singapore before I leave Malaysia either in February or August. Gonna have fun there, I hope xD

I NEED MONEY!!!

Anyway, 9 more days and counting, the baton is going to be passed on to 2009 from 2008. It's time to usher in the New Year. It's yet again the time for New Year Resolutions that are going to be broken in a jiffy. And it's the time to remember what happened in the year 2008.

1. I officially went on to be an 18 year old guy.
2. I enter college.
3. I got to know many new friends.
4. I had some good friends in college.
5. I learnt to let go of friends.
6. I learnt to stop myself from falling into aone way street love game.
7. I learnt the hard way that friends aren't always with me.
8. I had to make several hard decisions (and I'm still trying to make one now).
9. I went on trips with both my college friends and high school friends.
10. I got my first car accident this year.
11. I learnt how cruel the world is.
12. I learnt that time is cruel.
13. I went to my first prom of my life.
14. I wore the first suit ever in my life.
15. I stayed in a hostel for the first time in my life.
16. I went hardcore clubbing this year.
17. I joined a new church this year.
18. I joined the worship team in both church and college christian fellowship.
19. I became much closer to GOD.
20. I got my first doggie this year.
21. I got my first laptop this year.
22. I watched a lot of movies this year than ever in my life.
23. I did the least reading this year.
24. I missed High School for the first time in my life.
25. I learnt to enjoy life.
26. I met people of all kinds.
27. I learnt to get away from people who takes advantage of me.
28. I learnt that I can't please everyone.
29. I learnt that I should treasure and cherish every moment of my life.
30. I found out that I grew up.

This is just a partial list of what I did/learnt in 2008. Now, I look forward to year 2009 to what fate and destiny has in store for me.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Decisions

Why must I always make hard decisions?
Why must we make decisions?
Why couldn't we just leave it just the way it is?
Why must there always be something to bring you off the road you are moving on?
Why must there always be a detour?

I can't run away for it. Every year, I have to make decisions. Not soft ones, but hard ones. I seriously dunno what to do already.

People always tell me that life deals us different set of cards. I think I might have gotten a hard hand. Is this fate? Is this destiny?

Why am I talking about this? I have my reasons. Some might know, some might not. I don't wanna tell it out till I make my decision.

I need a sign. ASAP.

Friday, December 19, 2008

All I want for Christmas...

Here comes Ye Olde Christmas List!

1. The Gift by Cecilia Ahern
2. Ipod (any Ipod will do, except shuffle)
3. Sony Ericsson G902
4. A new motherboard for my Laptop xD
5. 160GB/250GB/320GB/500GB External Hard disk
6. CASH!!!
7. Nice clothes
8. New Shoes
9. New Bag

I guess that is all. It is indeed an expensive christmas list. Well, I could just crumple this list and ditch it. There is no way I will get those wonderful gadgets xD

But there is no harm in drooling for it, eh?

Monday, December 15, 2008

Genting

I'm off to genting, yet again.
However, I'll be going with my high school friends this time!

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Fear

I fear losing friends.
I fear bad results.
I fear death.
I fear getting people angry.
I fear of getting on the wrong side of people.
I fear rude people.
and the list goes on...

But seriously now, I don't know why I'm feeling uneasy. I feel like there is something about to happen and it is going to happen fast and bad. That is my current fear. I don't know what I'm afraid of now. But, I can't sleep well now. I don't even know what I'm worried of.

This is getting annoying. I hate not knowing something. I'm used to knowing a lot of things. I know it seems weird, but somehow, I will get to know things that aren't meant for my ears. Maybe it's my purpose to help. Ha ha.

But now, I don't know what is coming and it worries me. I know I might sound like a worry wort, but I can't shake off this feeling. It's gnawing me from deep inside.

Help... I need to see the future. Can I borrow a clairvoyant please?

Friday, December 12, 2008

Missing High School...

Today the UEC results are out. Yeah. It's none of my business as I didn't take UEC. Hehe. But it did trigger some emotions in me.

The UEC results signifies the end of 12 years of school education. 12 years! It just passed like that *snap*. In just a blink of an eye, the 1990 babies (and some 1991) babies are gonna step into society soon. That is indeed fast.

Never again shall we enjoy classes in school.
Never again shall we steal some sleep during the period change.
Never again shall we secretly sms below the table.
Never again shall we study for another test during class.
Never again shall we run away from the dicipline teacher when our hair is too long.
Never again shall we be chased away by prefects in the canteen.
Never again shall we secretly bring food up to classes from the canteen.
Never again shall we decide which 'mamak' to go to after school.
Never again shall we anticipate the taking of our report cards.
Never again shall we have the chance to go out after taking report cards.
Never again shall we make noises in class just to annoy the teacher.
and the list goes on and on...

There are a lot of things to cherish when you are in High School. Time is cruel and it passes whether you like it or not. This is why we should enjoy those happy moments while it lasts. Although sometime there might not be happy moments, but those moments are sometimes good and strong memories. It'll be fun to look back and laugh at it one day.

I have left Chong Hwa for a year. And I still seriously miss my high school life. College life is nothing compared to high school life. Although the rules and regulations in high school is stricter, but it makes life in high school more fun, as we have fun challenging the rules and bending it as much as possible. College has it's perks too, however, there is just too much break. You just don't cherish the time to go out anymore. There is too much time on hands till you go out nearly everytime. In high school, you don't have much time to hang out with friends unless it is the holidays. It makes you appreciate the times where you hang out with friends.

I seriously have to move on. I can't keep on looking back on my old life like this. Change, is what I need. I have to learn to adapt better.

All the best to everyone.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

周杰伦《魔杰座》

01.龙战骑士
专辑:《魔杰座》
作词:方文山
作曲:周杰伦

放手一搏令谁都惭愧
迎着风极速在超越
那守门之兽展翼将飞
他们却没看见过蝴蝶

不懂什么 叫有花香的季节
什么叫绿草如茵的旷野
所有关于我的传说 全都不对
全部是纸屑 全部要改写

对敌人谦卑 抱歉 我不会
而远方龙战于野
咆哮声不自觉 横越过了几条街

我坚决 冲破这一场浩劫
这世界谁被狩猎
谁淌血我却只为 拯救你的无邪
城墙上我在等魔坠
火焰吞噬无名碑
摧毁却无法击溃 我要爱上谁

废墟怎么被飞雪了解
只能滋长出羊齿蕨
那些仇恨已形成堡垒
我又该怎么去化解

低吼威胁 那些龙形的傀儡
他们发不出的音叫心碎
惊觉你啜泣声迂回 如此纯洁
以温柔削铁 以爱在谅解

在末日边陲 纯爱 被隔绝
我在危城的交界
目睹你的一切 锈迹斑斑的眼泪

我坚决 冲破这一场浩劫
这世界谁被狩猎
谁淌血我却只为 拯救你的无邪
城墙上我在等魔坠
火焰吞噬无名碑
摧毁却无法击溃 我要爱上谁

我坚决 冲破这一场浩劫
这世界谁被狩猎
摧毁却无法击溃 我要爱上谁

02.给我一首歌的时间
专辑:《魔杰座》
作词:周杰伦
作曲:周杰伦

雨淋湿了天空 毁得很讲究
你说你不懂 为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默 悔得很冲动
就算这是做错 也只是怕错过

在一起叫梦 分开了叫痛
是不是说 没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果 我能承受
这最后的出口 在爱过了才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
哦 如果你想忘记我也能失忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪 让它留在雨天
哦 越过你划的线 我定了勇气的终点

雨淋湿了天空 毁得很讲究
你说你不懂 为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默 悔得很冲动
就算这是做错 也只是怕错过

在一起叫梦 分开了叫痛
是不是说 没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果 我能承受
这最后的出口 在爱过了才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
哦 如果你想忘记我也能失忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪 让它留在雨天
哦 越过你划的线 我定了勇气的终点

你说我不该不该
不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说谎力气
请告诉我暂停算不算放弃
我只有一天的回忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠
哦 如果你想忘记我也能失忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪 让它留在雨天
哦 越过你划的线 我定了勇气的终点

你说我不该不该
不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没力气
可是我只有一天的回忆

你说我不该不该
不该在这时候才说爱你
要怎么证明我没力气
我只有一天的回忆

03.蛇舞
专辑:《魔杰座》
作词:黄俊郎
作曲:周杰伦

尼罗河悄悄 漫过纸莎草
蜿蜒像一袭不带感情的纱袍
而你穿上后转身为我舞蹈
为寂寥的大地舞一场惊叹号

黄昏燃烧 金字塔上的 云角
人面狮身下的影子 在预兆
石阶上焚着油膏 在我国度里
堆积了 几个世纪的尘嚣

在羊皮卷角 古老的明了
谁都逃不掉 天平上的烦恼
你微微的笑 赤足又扭腰
朝着命运凿出一道 美艳的符号

来找我 找不到我
你那迷路的眼眸
(那迷路的眼眸 找不到我)
跟着我 被我诱惑
众神 都已着了魔
(众神都着了魔被我诱惑)

说爱我 爱不爱我
你那王者的沉默
(那王者的沉默爱不爱我)
看着我 被我诱惑
你的灵魂属于我
(你的灵魂属于我被我诱惑)

尼罗河悄悄 漫过纸莎草
蜿蜒像一袭不带感情的纱袍
而你穿上后转身为我舞蹈
为寂寥的大地舞一场惊叹号

黄昏燃烧 金字塔上的 云角
人面狮身下的影子 在预兆
石阶上焚着油膏 在我国度里
堆积了 几个世纪的尘嚣

在羊皮卷角 古老的明了
谁都逃不掉 天平上的烦恼
你微微的笑 赤足又扭腰
朝着命运凿出一道 美艳的符号

来找我 找不到我
你那迷路的眼眸
(那迷路的眼眸 找不到我)
跟着我 被我诱惑
众神 都已着了魔
(众神都着了魔被我诱惑)

说爱我 爱不爱我
你那王者的沉默
(那王者的沉默爱不爱我)
看着我 被我诱惑
你的灵魂属于我
(你的灵魂属于我被我诱惑)

来找我 找不到我
你那迷路的眼眸
(那迷路的眼眸 找不到我)
跟着我 被我诱惑
众神 都已着了魔
(众神都着了魔被我诱惑)

说爱我 爱不爱我
你那王者的沉默
(那王者的沉默爱不爱我)
看着我 被我诱惑
你的灵魂属于我
(你的灵魂属于我被我诱惑)

04.花海
专辑:《魔杰座》
作词:古小力 / 黄凌嘉
作曲:周杰伦

静止了 所有的花开
遥远了 清晰了爱
天郁闷 爱却很喜欢
那时候 我不懂 这叫爱

你喜欢 站在那窗台
你好久 都没再来
彩色的 时间染上空白
是你流的泪晕开

不要你离开 距离隔不开
思念变成海 在窗外进不来
原谅说太快 爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快 回不来

不要你离开 回忆划不开
欠你的宠爱 我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂 它爱着大海
情歌被打败 爱已不存在

你喜欢 站在那窗台
你好久 都没再来
彩色的 时间染上空白
是你流的泪晕开

不要你离开 距离隔不开
思念变成海 在窗外进不来
原谅说太快 爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快 回不来

不要你离开 回忆划不开
欠你的宠爱 我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂 它爱着大海
情歌被打败 爱已不存在

05.魔术先生
专辑:《魔杰座》
作词:方文山
作曲:周杰伦

巨炮:杰伦哦,
你这音乐让我想变魔术的感觉耶
哦~我刚好,
我学到一个超厉害的魔术,
要不学学看?
JAY:好!
巨炮:真的哦?吼 有没在听啊你?
JAY:有啊有啊
巨炮:哪~~很简单吼,
左手呢吼轻轻握住你的鼻子
然后右手哦很简单穿过你的左手
当然这个时候要音乐来会比较适合一点
JAY:哦哦~~好
巨炮:诶~~慢一点慢一点,
这时候呢找到一面镜子
吼~抬头一看,你就变成了一只大象

你举手 你抬头 你说选我选我
手上锁 又挣脱 你仍一脸迷惑
吹个风 手一松 那硬币 竟失踪
一鞠躬 那掌声拍的凶

手交错 轻轻碰 戒指换手移动
给观众 一个梦 讶异中有笑容
手穿海报却不拿汉堡
反而拿出牛仔帽 你永远都猜不着

每当我在台上演出人体漂浮
你就在台下偷偷吃我的泡芙
等待白鸽飞出 再将爱说清楚

读你读你读 心想啥事 用古典迫牌方式
我手法精致艾尔姆支雷一百分的姿势
谁说恋爱别找魔术师 我不需要解释
所以他是小丑我是大师

你举手 你抬头 你说选我选我
我将牌 换颜色 变出你的选择
将自由 的女神 变不见 不稀奇
一O一 变不见 才惊喜

手摊开 帽子里 总能空手出牌
不管切 多少牌 总能切的回来
手穿海报却不拿汉堡
反而拿出牛仔帽 你永远都猜不着

不要问我到底什么才是真的
我变给你看的感情才是真的
因为无时无刻 我只想你快乐

读你读你读 心想啥事 用古典迫牌方式
我手法精致艾尔姆支雷一百分的姿势
谁说恋爱别找魔术师 我不需要解释
所以他是小丑我是大师

读你读你读 心想啥事 用古典迫牌方式
我手法精致艾尔姆支雷一百分的姿势
谁说恋爱别找魔术师 我不需要解释
所以不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了

读你读你读 心想啥事 用古典迫牌方式
我手法精致艾尔姆支雷一百分的姿势
谁说恋爱别找魔术师 我不需要解释
所以他是小丑我是大师

06.说好的幸福呢
专辑:《魔杰座》
作词:方文山
作曲:周杰伦

你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱著歌 假装没事了

时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱著歌 假装没事了

时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

07.兰亭序
专辑:《魔杰座》
作词:方文山
作曲:周杰伦

兰亭序为书圣王羲之的书法作品,
有天下第一行书之美称。
该书帖完成于东晋永和九年,
距今一千六百五十五年。
现传世所见之兰亭序为唐代书法家摹本,
真迹据传在唐高宗与武则天合葬之乾陵内。
乾陵位于陕西乾县北,
至今完备,尚未被盗。

兰亭临帖 行书如行云流水
月下门推 心细如你脚步碎
忙不迭 千年碑易拓 却难拓你的美
真迹绝 真心能给谁

牧笛横吹 黄酒小菜有几碟
夕阳余晖 如你的羞怯似醉
摹本易写 而墨香不退与你共留余味
一行朱砂 到底圈了谁

无关风月 我题序等你回
悬笔一绝 那岸边浪千叠
情字何解 怎落笔都不对
而我独缺 你一生的了解

(无关风月 我题序等你回
悬笔一绝 那岸边浪千叠
情字何解 怎落笔都不对
而我独缺 你一生的了解
无关风月 我题序等你回
悬笔一绝 那岸边浪千叠
情字何解 怎落笔都不对
而我独缺 你一生的了解)

弹指岁月 倾城顷刻间湮灭
青石板街 回眸一笑你婉约
恨了没 你摇头轻叹谁让你蹙着眉
而深闺 徒留胭脂味

人雁南飞 转身一瞥你噙泪
掬一把月 手揽回忆怎么睡
又怎么会 心事密缝绣花鞋针针怨对
若花怨蝶 你会怨着谁

无关风月 我题序等你回
悬笔一绝 那岸边浪千叠
情字何解 怎落笔都不对
而我独缺 你一生的了解

无关风月 我题序等你回
手书无愧 无惧人间是非
雨打蕉叶 又潇潇了几夜
我等春雷 来提醒你爱谁

08.流浪诗人
专辑:《魔杰座》
作词:方文山
作曲:周杰伦

海边篱笆 咿呀咿呀 风一直刮
我像枝桠 帮你过滤了风沙
墙上的时差 滴答滴答 还在牵挂
我们都偏爱她的长发

你坐火车 忔恰忔恰 回来阮这
就像燕仔 落雨躲屋檐怕寒
写一张批纸 汐沙汐沙 写谁ㄟ名
你讲伊ㄟ代志乎阮听

又想你一次 一次
要马按怎加你熟识
我真的不该 不该
简单一句爱说不出来

经过山丘 嗨哟嗨哟 汗一直流
行李不多 但思念一定带走
咱行同条路 哒啰哒啰 要走到哪
随风漂浪去辶日迌

等发芽 树有树枝 等写字 阮有地址
等乎满 茶有茶米 等消息 咱拢咧想伊
春天 花有花蕊 等展翅 田有田婴
等结局 流浪诗人的回忆

又想你一次 一次
是马按怎加你熟识
我真的不该 不该
简单一句爱说不出来

(海边篱笆 咿呀咿呀 风一直刮
我像枝桠 帮你过滤了风沙
墙上的时差 滴答滴答 还在牵挂
我们都偏爱她的长发
你坐火车 忔恰忔恰 返来阮这
就像燕仔 落雨躲屋檐怕寒
写一张批纸 汐沙汐沙 写谁ㄟ名
你讲乎阮听)

远方回音 我们迎风边走边弹琴
咱ㄟ人生 因为伊开始认真
她的眼睛 像一幅翠绿的风景
咱ㄟ感情 越唱放越深

09.时光机
专辑:《魔杰座》
作词:方文山
作曲:周杰伦

墙角迎风的雏菊
茉莉花开的香气
闭上眼回到过去
划分界限的桌椅
下课却靠在一起
我就是离不开你

一路乘着溜滑梯
我们说好走到底
以为从此就分离
用黑板上的日期 倒数找你

慢慢清晰 原来思念你
是加了糖的消息
我用铅笔 画的很仔细
素描那年天气
蝉鸣的夏季 我想遇见你

那童年的希望是一台 时光机
我可以一路开心到底 都不换气
戴竹蜻蜓 穿过那森林
打开了任意门找到你 一起旅行

那童年的希望是一台 时光机
你我翻滚过来的榻榻米 味道熟悉
所有回忆 在小叮当口袋里
一起荡秋千的默契 在风中持续着甜蜜

有些话总来不及
一直都放在心底
想要将你看仔细
但错身而过的你 已经离去

慢慢清晰 原来思念你
是加了糖的消息
我用铅笔 画的很仔细
素描那年天气
蝉鸣的夏季 我想遇见你

那童年的希望是一台 时光机
我可以一路开心到底 都不换气
戴竹蜻蜓 穿过那森林
打开了任意门找到你 一起旅行

那童年的希望是一台时光机
你我翻滚过来的榻榻米 味道熟悉
所有回忆 在小叮当口袋里
一起荡秋千的默契 在风中持续着甜蜜

那童年的希望是一台 时光机
我可以一路开心到底 都不换气
戴竹蜻蜓 穿过那森林
打开了任意门找到你 一起旅行

那童年的希望是一台时光机
你我翻滚过来的榻榻米 味道熟悉
所有回忆 在小叮当口袋里
一起荡秋千的默契 在风中持续着甜蜜

持续着甜蜜 持续着甜蜜
哦 持续着甜蜜

10.乔克叔叔
专辑:《魔杰座》
作词:黄俊郎
作曲:周杰伦

亲爱的 别吓到闭上了眼睛
小丑把戏 不是大家都可以
夸张眼影 蓝色忧伤的泪滴
丢丢刀 喷喷火 踩高跷吹笛

跌倒失手烧到眉毛我故意
哈哈你笑的开心我可是在玩命
扑克牌里 我的肖像才一两张
你看你看我的重要性

彩色的 大卷发 红鼻子
最滑稽 的步法
这样的快乐你学会了吗
用笨拙 又惊险 的杂耍
继续对 你装傻
所有的悲伤通通忘了吧

听我说 拿出你的钞票
笑平常买不到
先生小姐们赶快来 赶快来
再慢就看不到 座位没剩多少
还能跟乔克叔叔拍 一张照

我只是 卑微的小丑
翻几个跟斗 就等你拍一拍手
人群散了后 夜色多朦胧
月光也会跟着我

我不是 孤独的小丑
你笑了之后 不需要记得我
灯熄的时候 满天的星空
最明亮的是寂寞

下着雨 我躲在 面具里
偷偷地 在哭泣
因为看了不能说的秘密
魔术师 我恨你 抢走我
的生意 别忘记
蝙蝠侠靠我才票房冠军

听我说 拿出你的钞票
笑平常买不到
先生小姐们赶快来 赶快来
再慢就看不到 座位没剩多少
还能跟乔克叔叔拍 一张照

我只是 卑微的小丑
翻几个跟斗 就等你拍一拍手
人群散了后 夜色多朦胧
月光也会跟着我

我不是 孤独的小丑
你笑了之后 不需要记得我
灯熄的时候 满天的星空
最明亮的是寂寞

我只是 卑微的小丑
翻几个跟斗 就等你拍一拍手
人群散了后 夜色多朦胧
月光也会跟着我

我不是 孤独的小丑
你笑了之后 不需要记得我
灯熄的时候 满天的星空
最明亮的是寂寞

11.稻香
专辑:《魔杰座》
作词:周杰伦
作曲:周杰伦

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了 就不敢继续往前走
为什么 人要这么的脆弱 堕落

请你打开电视看看
多少人 为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了
谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

Hope

Have you ever hoped for something so much until your brains could drop out?
Have you ever felt that hope being crushed into bits and pieces?
Have you ever felt the pain and agony of the hope being crushed?
Have you ever felt so low and down after being crushed?

That's me now.
That's me who hoped for something so much until my brain couldn't take it anymore.
That's me who felt that hope being crushed into bits and pieces.
That's me who felt the pain and agony of the hope being crushed.
That's me who felt so low and down after being crushed.

However,
I WILL STILL HOPE!
For when the Pandora Box was opened, Hope was the only thing left.
With that, I WILL LIVE ON!

I swear by the powers that are given to me by nature,
I will never give up on hoping.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Penang and Genting Pt. 1

As what I have written in my previous short post, I was in Penang. I was there for only 2 days 1 night. It was quite fun, I think. But it was pretty lame going to FTZ Penang. If you didn't know, FTZ is a Cyber Cafe. There is a FTZ in Subang Jaya, and we managed to find FTZ in Penang. The interior was somewhat similar to the FTZ in Subang Jaya. Haha.

We basically travelled on foot in Penang. We managed to walk the whole day. The first day in Penang, we tried to find KDU college because Nicholas Tan, John and Eugene had to take their TOEFL exam there. We kinda got lost. But all in all, it was fun getting lost. I think we even saw hookers along the street. Even crossing the road was funny. I was the first one to cross the road. John was 'envious' and tried to cross quickly. But, a car came up and honked at him. Haha. We ate a lot of things the first day too. Char Koay Tiao, Ngor Jian, Curry Noodles etc etc. Some were quite nice, some weren't.

The second day. the 3 guys went for their TOEFL. Thus, Alexis and I went walking around. We managed to find a market and we ate Curry Chee Cheong Fun and Oyster Porridge there. Then Casey called. He sounded a bit emo because we didn't call him out. But HEY! He was sleeping. How did we know he wanted to go out? Anyway, being friends, we walked back to our inn to take Casey out. Ming Zhe however still wanted to sleep. So, the three of us went walking around Komtar area to find food.

We went back to the Inn at around 2pm. The TOEFL test takers were back along with Wern Pheng. So, the 8 of us (Alexis, Nic, John, Eugene, Ming Zhe, Wern Pheng, Casey, Me) went to eat... yet again. This time, we went for Cendol and Asam Laksa. Next, we wanted to hit Queensbay Mall. It wasn't within walking distance, so we wanted to take a bus. But when we reached the station, the bus left. No harm done. We shall take a cab, right? WRONG! The Cab drivers are seriously in a Union forming a cartel of somesort. They wanted to charge us RM20 - RM30 for a ride which is only worth RM10. And their attitude was so bad! I was so damn pissed off. Finally, we managed to take a bus to Queensbay Mall which only costs us RM1.50 per person! CHEAP!

We didn't really do much at Queensbay Mall. However, there's a stretch of sea near the mall. So, we kinda lazed around at the sea. It was then Ming Zhe dropped the BOMB. He wanted to go back to Subang tonight. We were like 'What the hell???' But then, it was his car and his choice. Not wanting to take a bus back, we decided to follow him back. We then decided to go up Genting the next day. We called Wai Ling and Pauline along. So, the 6 of us (Wai Ling, Pauline, Nic, John, Eugene, I) were due in Genting the next day. I managed to book us a room and everything was set.

The guys stayed a night in my home and we set off to Genting the next day...

Too lazy to type already. Continue it in my next post...

To be continued...

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Just a little note...

I'm in Penang now, and I'm in FTZ Penang!!
What the hell???
But it does feel like home here xD
So tired la...

Thursday, November 27, 2008

A month is gonna pass...

Roughly a month of holidays has passed by. And I've basically rotted for a month. Gosh. I cannot have long holidays. I need an interval of studies during holidays and an interval of holidays during studies. Why don't they have school a week and then holiday a week, and then school a week and then holiday a week? That would be so cool! Those are only wishful thoughts. Sigh...

Anyway, last Saturday, we had BBQ at Jun Wen's house. I didn't take any photos, but the memories are still strong in my mind. I will always cherish the moment we are together. So emofying... But anyway, I went to Sentul KTM to fetch Jie Ying and her friends. After fetching Yong Cheng to his house to grab his car, Jie Ying and I set off to Jun Wen's house.

It was actually very near to Jun Wen's house. However, because I was talking too much rubbish and not concentrating on the road, we took a wrong turning. And this stupid wrong turning goes a long way until it was near Mid Valley. We dunno whether to laugh or cry. I kept laughing so much that the car shook. Zhi Heng called us to ask where we were. They set off later to Jun Wen's house and yet they reached first. How sad is that. Jie Ying told him that we will meet him in Mid Valley. Hahahaha

Anyhow, we managed to reach Jun Wen's house in one piece, safe and sound. Had a nice night of BBQ and a nice time talking, playing and laughing. I wonder when can I have these kind of momets again. These moments are getting lesser and lesser these days... How sad.

Now, most of my friends are applying for Universities all around the world. This is really the time where everyone leaves me, and I leave everyone. Next year, all my friends will be scattered all around the world. We might lose contact but yet we will find back each other some way or another. It's a small world, I hope.

I'm becoming more emofying when I remember those days in primary and secondary school. I had so much fun there! College isn't half bad but still, Secondary school is the BEST among all. I had loads of friends, loads of gangs and of course, loads of laughter. And it all happened in Chong Hwa Independent High School Jalan Ipoh.

It's ironic to think back when I was Form 1. I hated Chong Hwa so much! I totally regretted choosing the school. However, as the years passed by, I liked Chong Hwa more and more. The peak came in Form 4 where I was in Choir. It was really one of the best year of my life. I really liked choir.

Seeing my friends graduate from Chong Hwa, I kinda regret I didn't take my UEC. It's just a year. I should have stayed on. This is where the irony comes in. 6 years ago, I hated Chong Hwa. 6 years later, I hated LEAVING Chong Hwa. I guess love could be nurtured, in a way.

Anyhow, life goes on. Everything happens for a reason. Seasons change. Wind blows. Sun rises and sets. People come and go. I really have to grasp this point. I can't spend my time dwelling in the past. Future is where I should be looking at.

So yeah. The future is in my hands.

Friday, November 21, 2008

A day out at Sunway Pyramid

Yesterday, I went to Sunway Pyramid with my old canteen gang. Quite fun la seeing them all again. But somehow, I felt a bit lost when I'm with them. You see. I'm not in Chong Hwa anymore when they were still in Chong Hwa. I don't know a lot of things that happened in their lifes. Well, what can I do. Life goes on.

Anyway, although many years has passed since we knew each other, we still couldn't make a decision. We spent quite a long time trying to decide what to eat. Finally, we went to Teppanyaki to eat. Damn expensive la. When we paid for our meal. we found out that we were short of money. Everyone had to fork out extra money to pay for the meal. wth...

Next was to decide what activity to do. Gawd. This was really the worst part. We wanted to go Ice Skating. They wanted me to ask the cashier the price as my English was quite okay among them. Hehe. But I said I don't want to. Muahahahaha. Finally, Jun Wen and Jie Ying went and ask. OMG! It costs RM21! Too expensive already. So, we decided not to skate.

Next, we decided to go to RedBox. However, we don't know where is RedBox. We walked all the way to BarCelona side (as I thought RedBox was there) and found out that we were at the wrong side. Hell. We were so tired. But anyway, we saw Sunway Lagoon just opposite there. We wanted to go to the Scream Theme Park instead of RedBox. We went and check the price. DAMN! RM36! More expensive than Ice Skating! We went off in search for RedBox again...

Jie Ying called her friend Wen Wei and Zi Ern to come. They came and meet us up and we finally managed to go to RedBox. Wth. Damn tiring. The receptionist at RedBox was so damn RUDE! I mean all the people at RedBox are SO RUDE! Luckily Wen Wei, Zi Ern and I are college students and we showed our student ID. We were charged RM8++. However, Jun Wen, Jie Ying, Zhi Heng and Xin Mei didn't have college student ID. They were charged RM18++. Damn expensive. But since we were there, we decided to just go with the flow.

Halfway through singing songs, Valerie (Si Fat Lin) smsed Jie Ying to say that she was outside RedBox! We were so happy! We haven't seen her for such a long time!!! We screamed like nobody's business, chatted loudly and hugged each other. Quite touching lah the scene. Hehe. Like always, we wanted to take a photo before Si Fat Lin leaves. There was a Christmas tree behind us so we decided to take the Christmas tree as the background.

However, there is a short story to tell. We were 'posing' already and Jie Ying was getting ready to take our photo. Then, we heard a scream and the Christmas tree behind us FELL! OMG! It was so damn damn damn embarrassing!!! It was Zhi Heng's fault, I think. Not too sure la. We were all blaming him anyway. Saying why is he so fat.... blah blah blah. Hahahaha. Quite funny la the scene. We were embarrassed but still laughed about it. Finally we got our photo.

I had to go elsewhere so I had to leave at 4.30pm. Was quite tired when I left there. But it was fun going out with them again after such a long hiatus. I really hope our friendship can stay strong. Hope is always good.

Anyway, PICTURES TIME!!!

Jie Ying and I Camwhoring

Jie Ying, Zhi Heng and Jun Jie camwhoring

The two lovebirds, and an unknown FAT hand there

Zhi Heng & Me: OMG! Jie Ying is acting cute!

A row of us! So tidy xD

Jun Jie was gone from this pic already T.T

Look at the nice Christmas Deco

Look at who camwhored and spoiled the nice view of the Christmas Deco xD Just kidding

The Sunway Lagoon duck and.... and... the person who likes to act cute xD

So nice and cuddly! But too hard and fat. Zhi Heng: I finally found someone who is fatter than me xD

Xin Mei and Jie Ying posing with the... the... I forgot what is it called. Sphinx or something like that

Jie Ying trying to act ladylike with the flowers. There was a janitor behind me while I was taking this pic. She was laughing xD

THE GANG! Look at the christmas tree behind. It is the one we destroyed xD But it still looks fine anywayxD

FRIENDS FOREVER!!!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Just when I thought it won't get any worse...

And I thought my day wouldn't get worse, the worse it becomes.
Why does shit happens to me...
I wanna crawl into my bed and stay there for the next ten years.
You know my address...

Fuck the world, Fuck you

I'm damn fucking pissed off now. Gotta vent my anger and sadness.
I can't believe I'm getting so fucking pissed off by my fucking results. My results are so fucking bad. Yes. I love the word fuck. So, come fucking sue me.
I'm damn pissed off. I studied like hell and still got a B for the stupid Macroeconomics paper. Why am I so fucked up? Why is the world so fucked up? Why are there people who study so little and still get good results? Can I tell them to fucking shove a pole up their fucking asses?????
Shit. I need to find a way to ground my fucking anger now.
I'm so fucked up

Friday, November 14, 2008

Still in the midst of holidays

I feel the holidays are passing by really slow. This is so unfair. I'm supposed to enjoy my holidays. But somehow, I can't find things to enjoy anymore. I'm doomed to eternal boredness!!!

On a lighter note, I got the PC fair job. Basically, Nic Tan, Alexis, John, Wern Pheng and me got the job. Haha. We went together for the job interview. Wern Pheng wasn't supposed to go but we managed to force him there at 4pm xD

The interview was really stupid. 4 of us (excluding Wern Pheng) went to the office at 12pm. It was so hard to find the stupid office. The office was hidden from view. WTH. When we went to the office, the receptionist told us to write down our names. Then told us that the manager wasn't in and she will contact us when the manager is in. Thus, we had 4 hours to kill.

We went to Old Town Kopitiam at Times Square to eat first. We chatted quite a lot of stuff. Some stuff quite funny la. But I don't remember what we chatted about. This is the art of talking nonsense. If you remember what you chat, it's not nonsense you were sprouting. However, if you forgot the content of the chat you had, that is nonsense chat. Hehe.

Next, we hit Sungai Wang - The Home For Johns. xDDD It really is John's place la. Lala land. We were so stuffed by seeing all those 'seafood' in Sungai Wang. Why the hell do they need to dress up like they just came out from the comic book? We saw many different kinds of people there. All those weird people end up in these kind of place. Haha.

We walked a lot and finally settled in at McD. That is where we saw Wern Pheng. We also saw a couple. That couple is like a couple made in heaven, or so to speak. Haha. The guy was a little sissy while the girl was 'manly'. I guess they have identity crisis. I should be talking bad about them anyway xD

After that, we went for that stupid interview and got the job. The end.

What a boring and unconstructive post....

By the way, I didn't know that Alexis stays in Bandar Tun Hussein Onn!!! We can car pool next year! I can drive to college again next year! But then again, I might wanna stay there. Cuz it's so troublesome to drive thru and fro. Haha. And Alexis attends my ex-church, Cheras EFC. Haha. I was away from there when she joined that church. Talk about fate. Lol.

Anyway, I'm gonna rot soon. Plans for next week got canceled. So sad. So, I have to make new plans to compensate it! Wish me luck!

Sunday, November 9, 2008

The Hols

Like normal, holidays are BORING! I'm either rotting at home, or I'm outside galivanting. Quite tiring la. At home, I'd be bored to death. When I'm outside, I'll be tired to death. Haiz. What do I want?

I did quite a number of things during the hols already. The list:

1. Watch High School Musical 3
2. Watch Madagascar
3. Go Kepong to eat with friends
4. Go Desapark City to camwhore and play at the playground
5. Go Mid Valley
6. Go Sunway Pyramid
7. Go Times Square
8. Attend the Chong Hwa graduation day
9. Camwhored again at Chong Hwa
10. Talked nonsense with friends from Chong Hwa
11. Got a sucky telemarketing job
12. Went clubbing

I think that is all. Memory doesn't serve me well during the hols. Must be the 'fun' that has gone to my head...

I wanna make an announcement.

I WOULD NEVER EVER TAKE A TELEMARKETING JOB EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE EVENTHOUGH IT IS THE LAST JOB AVAILABLE ON EARTH!!!!

Imagine calling 100++ strangers in one day. God. I had to be so freaking thick skinned to call those strangers and try to get them to attend an event. AN EVENT WHICH IS AT PENANG!!! Darn. This is not an ideal job for anyone. It's like so degrading la.

LUCKILY

I'm stuck with this job for 2 days only.

LUCKILY

I have a friend with me

LUCKILY

I get paid RM70 1 day for this sucky job.

HOWEVER

I don't have internet access there. WTH...

ANYWAY

I'll be going for another job interview for a PC Fair job. I hope this job is better than this telemarketing job...

Saturday, November 1, 2008

It's FINISHED!

And so Jesus says 'It's Finished'

WAKAKKAKAKAKKAKAKKAA

I've finished my FINALS! I have 2 whole freaking months of holidays and I don't know what to do with it! I'm so freeeeeeeee........ FREE FREE FREE!!!

MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA!!!!

So damn hyper la. But then again, there is the empty feeling again. Haha. Cannot la. Just finished exams, nothing to study for the next two months. No more going to college for the purpose of studying for the next two months. Not gonna hold a pencil/pen for the next two months. SO HAPPY!!!

My social calender is partly planned already. I wanna try to make it packed, I think, as it might be the last two long months of holidays I have in Malaysia... Sad but not too sad... Haha

Guess I'll just play the whole 2 months and if possible, see the whole of Malaysia xD

Monday, October 27, 2008

Finals

Toodles~

I guess I'll be abandoning this blog for the week as I brace myself for...



Finals!


Thursday, October 23, 2008

What Goes Around Comes Around

One day a man saw an old lady, stranded on the side
of the
road, but even
in the dim light of day, he could see she needed
help. So
he pulled up in
front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was
still
sputtering when he
approached her.
Even with the smile on his face, she
was worried. No
one had stopped to
help for the last hour or so. Was he
going to hurt
her? He didn't look
safe; he looked poor and hungry.

He could see that she was frightened, standing out
there in the
cold. He
knew how she felt. It was those chills which only
fear can put
in you.

He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you
wait in
the car where
it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson."

Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old
lady, that was bad
enough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a
place to put the jack,
skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was
able to change the
tire.
But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.

As he was
tightening up the lug nuts, she rolled
down the window and began
to talk
to him. She told him that she was from St.
Louis and was only just
passing through. She couldn't thank him enough for
coming to her aid.

Bryan just smiled as he closed her trunk. The lady
asked how much
she owed
him. Any amount would have been all right with her.
She already
imagined
all the awful things that could have happened had he
not
stopped. Bryan
never thought twice about being paid. This was not a
job
to him. This was
helping someone in need, and God knows there were
plenty, who had given him
a hand in the past. He had lived his whole
life that
way, and it never
occurred to him to act any other way.

He told her that if she really wanted to pay him
back, the next time
she
saw someone who needed help, she could give that
person the
assistance they
needed, and Bryan added, "And think of me."

He
waited until she started her car and drove off.
It had been a cold and
depressing day, but he felt good as he headed for
home, disappearing
into
the twilight.

A few miles down the road the lady saw a small
cafe.
She went in to grab a
bite to eat, and take the chill off before
she made
the last leg of her
trip home. It was a dingy looking
restaurant.
Outside were two old gas
pumps. The whole scene was
unfamiliar to her. The
waitress came over and
brought a clean towel to
wipe her wet hair. She had
a sweet smile, one that
even being on her
feet for the whole day couldn't
erase. The lady noticed
the waitress was
nearly eight months pregnant, but
she never let the strain
and aches
change her attitude. The old lady wondered
how someone who had so
little
could be so giving to a stranger. Then she
remembered Bryan.

After
the lady finished her meal, she paid with a
hundred dollar bill. The
waitress quickly went to get change for her hundred
dollar bill, but the
old lady had slipped right out the door. She was
gone by the time the
waitress came back. The waitress wondered where the
lady could be. Then
she
noticed something written on the napkin.

There were tears in her
eyes when she read what the
lady wrote: "You don't
owe me anything. I
have been there too. Somebody
once helped me out, the
way I'm helping
you. If you really want to pay me
back, here is what you
do: Do not let
this chain of love end with you."

Under the napkin were four more $100
bills.

Well, there were tables to clear, sugar bowls to
fill, and
people to serve,
but the waitress made it through another day. That
night when she got home
From work and climbed into bed, she was thinking
about the money and what
the lady had written. How could the lady have
known
how much she and her
husband needed it? With the baby due next
month, it
was going to be
hard....

She knew how worried her
husband was, and as he lay
sleeping next to her,
she gave him a soft
kiss and whispered soft and low,
"Everything's going to
be all right. I
love you, Bryan Anderson."

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Just for the sake of the tickets...

I Like To Move It, Move It with Madagascar 2!

Please gimme the tics nuffnang! xDDDDD

Friday, October 17, 2008

Driving

I've got my P license for roughly a year and a half already. In other words, I have been driving for over a year already. At the beginning, driving was really really fun. But then as the months went by, driving became a drag. I started to become practically a driver for both friends and family. That is just too sad.

Anyway, I hate driving in Malaysia. There are just too many things to hate. Especially drivers. Some are just too evil. I believe that all drivers in Malaysia have taken the course called 'VUL 101', which basically means Vulgarity 101. Or maybe even a higher course, VUL 301.

There was once when I was driving at around 130kmh in the fast lane. It's considered quite fast already. Then there was another car behind me. He tailgated me all the way. I was kinda pissed off at that time as I was moving at quite a fast pace and he still follows me behind at such a short distance. Thus, being a 'good person' I am, I jam braked my car. Hehe. There was a screeching sound. I believe there was some tyre skids on the road too. I smiled smugly into the rear mirror. That stupid guy speed even faster and overtook my car T.T

But guess what he did when he was beside me? Yeap. He showed the classic hand signal handed down from generations to generations - the middle finger. Of course, I knew I'm wrong for jam braking him but I was kinda furious. So, I speed up next to him, winded down my window, and shouted F*** Y**! And showed my middle finger at him.

Actually, I did not. I wish I did. Haha. However, my cacat-ed Proton is just too slow to keep up with his Toyota. This is just too sad.

I believe this particular person would have passed VUL301 with flying colours. I can just imagine the questions being set for VUL301.

Is it because the person has no moral education?

But I believe that moral education has no impact on anything. It is not practical at all! A preferable moral education test questions would be...

1. What do you do when the person in front of you is slow?
(a) Push the person
(b) Shout vulgarities at the person
(c) Do nothing and be calm
(d) Do (a) and (b), but for this test, I choose (c)

I guess I would circle (d)

Saturday, October 11, 2008

The Art of Kiasu-ness

Today I took my TOEFL test at UCSI. It was quite easy, I think. Hope to get good marks for my TOEFL la. It was really tiring taking TOEFL, but not half as tiring as SAT I. SAT was way much worse as the time frame was longer.

I arrived at the test center quite early. I forgot to bring my mp3 along (wtf...), thus I had to settle for my handphone games. Guess what I witnessed there? Yup. The art of kiasu-ness.

Number #1
Cram everything you can 1 second before you enter the examination hall.
Basically I was sitting outside waiting while playing my handphone games. All around I saw people studying, studying and studying. Everyone's faces were buried in their own books. Some to the extend of listening to tape recordings provided by the TOEFL testers (TESTERS, NOT TESTES... =)). How can you study English =.=

Number #2
Bring many pencils into the hall. By many, I mean 2 boxes!
So, I was seated at my seat waiting for people to enter (and waiting for money to drop from the sky). I saw a particular person taking in 2 boxes worth of 2B pencils. 2 BOXES! wth... In each box is 12 pencils, which means the person brought in a total of 24 (Did I do the maths correctly?) pencils into the examination hall.

Number #3
Keep raising your hands and ask questions which basically answered not long ago.
There was this annoying person who keeps raising his hand and asking questions. Bah! For God's sake! They were answered like just a few minutes ago. Oh yeah. I forgot. You have short term memory loss...

Number #4
Have your spouse keep calling you out from the examination hall and asking you this and that, and calling the examinors to your attention to ask 1 million questions.
There was a lady 'examinee' (new word here) who is married already, I think. Well, her husband was outside and both looked kind of worried. He kept calling her out and asking her this and that. Then he asked the examinor something which I didn't hear (I swear it wasn't condoms) and then the 3 of them kept talking together. Zzzz. What is there to ask....

I didn't know that I could learn the art of kiasuness by just going for a TOEFL test. Score one for ETS.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

1 Week Of Hols

YES! I have a whole week of holidays! Techinically speaking, I have only 5 days left, but What the HECK? Who cares? As long as I have my rest, I'm fine.

Anyway, I've killed my desktop PC on the very first day of hols. Why? Because it overheated. I've been downloading too many stuff already. And now it's all stuck in the computer with no way to pry it out. Haiz. I wanna watch my TVB series!!! GIMME BACK MY DESKTOP!!! I should have downloaded it to my laptop. Now, I'll have to wait and see when to bring it to the 'hospital'.

Hm... Basically, I have to study and do my assignments during my hols. I should be starting but somehow, I don't feel like starting at all. Hahahaha. I'm lazy. So, sue me.

Well, I have nothing much to blog about already. Actually, I have something to blog about. But, I'm just too lazy to type it out as I don't know how to put that into words. It's all jumbled up in my brain. Hehe.

Anyhow, I'm glad I have friends to hang out with. Hehe.

Okay. It's late. Time for bed. Ciao.

Friday, September 26, 2008

I choose

There was a time when I chose christian fellowship over my friends. Little did I know, I lost out on quite a lot of things. I lost close friendships, I lost posts. Basically, I lost a lot of thing. I thought I would be happy when I entered Christian Fellowship. No offence here. CF is fun. But, I just can't seem to really click with some people in CF.

Today, I skipped CF and went for an activity organized by the Science and Mathematics Society of INTI. It was a treasure hunt. I found out that I still have friends outside CF and I feel better at ease with them. I dunno why la. And I was very very very happy playing with them, eating with them and joking with them. I haven't been this happy for a long time since. It's like finding back your long lost brother.

Everyone knows I treasure friendship a lot. And I know after posting this, many people will say that I'm not a good christian blah blah blah. I'm not a bad christian. Who says christians who doesn't attend their college's fellowship is a bad christian? Furthurmore, I'm just going to CF less only and spend more time with my friends. I've spent and sacrificed too much for CF already. It's time for me to just lay back.

I'm really sorry if I've hurt anyone from CF here. But this is just my two cents. I'm sorry if I choose friends. But I treasure them a lot. I don't wanna lose them.

But no matter what, i still love God.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Nearly A Month...

Hm... It's going to be a month into my third semester in Inti already. Time really flies. Roughly in 1 more month's time, I'll be enjoying (or detesting) my 2 months long holidays. And then it'll be year 2009 with new beginnings. And then time will pass yet again. And then it'll be time for me to fly away xDDD

Anyway, nothing much has happened in my life. It's still the same old life for me. Wake up, college, eat, sleep, internet. Why can life be so boring? Oh yeah. And add in the 'OCCATIONAl' (Read the word properly) clubbing (I ain't no clubbing freak ya). There isn't anything to look forward to. That is so boring...

Mid terms are going to come soon. I hope I can do well in the mid terms la. I wanna get 4 flat this time! WooHoo!!! xD

I guess i'm going out now for a birthday party. Till then...


giomanach xD

Monday, September 15, 2008

Life Lately...

Lately, I have been attending a few birthday parties hosted by my church members. They really can drink beer. Hahahahaha. Quite fun. Somewhere where I can belong to xDDD But they should provide more entertaintment la. Cuz we always sit there chat chat and chat. Every week also chat chat chat. Next week, I'm going to bring my cards. So long never 'chor dai di' adi. Hahahaha.

Crap. My english is getting worse and worse. Getting used to chat speak already. MUST CHANGE!!!

Anyway, life has been quite boring lately. Nothing much has changed in my life. I can't seem to find anything to jumpstart my life. Nothing much for me to do. Any good and constructive suggestions?

I know I have been saying this again and again. But, this time, I'm really gonna change. I'm gonna pull up my grades and drop all my bad habits. No more over drinking and no more smoking. From now onwards, I'll only do social. And let it not become a habit. I'm gonna hold on to this for a long time.

To tell you the truth, something major has happened in my life lately. A change, to be exact. It's a long story to say it here but I hope this will become a turning point in my life. No more late night stuff adi. Gonna try very hard to change.

Pray for me.

Pray for my soul.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Some jokes

Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before?
Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.

Man: Is this seat empty?
Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

Man: Your place or mine?
Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine.

Man: So, what do you do for a living?
Woman: I'm a female impersonator.

Man: Hey baby, what's your sign?
Woman: Do not enter.

Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning?
Woman: Unfertilized

Man: Your body is like a temple.
Woman: Sorry, there are no services today.

Man: I would go to the end of the world for you.
Woman: But would you stay there?

Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

1 Week Of College...

The first week of college has gone. I have roughly 6 more weeks, excluding the study week, of college left this year. With that, my first year in college ends. Time passes quite fast. In just a blink of an eye, I've left my High School life for around 9 months already. Many things have happened in the short span of 9 months and I'm sure that more things are sure to come in the next few months of the year.

College is a bore. When it was the holidays, I was dying for college. However, when college started, I'm counting the days till the 2 months long holidays. Ironic. But really lah. College is really really a bore. It's just like another social place for me. Haha. Quite lazy to study. Not much incentive to study yet. There goes my study vow xD

Actually, staying away from home isn't as bad as people say it would be. It's quite fun to not to tell anyone where you are heading at night. Full of unrestricted freedom. Whoops. Correct that. No car = Restricted freedom. If only I have my car in the room I've rented in ss15, everything will be perfect. I will go wild. Hehehe. But then again, I'm not as wild as people think I am.

Nothing much has changed actually at college. I thought it would be weird not seeing some familiar faces in college, but it's not really weird. No offence to the people who left. Hehe. I'm adapting back to my study life. But not too much yet. It's been only a week. But I know that in a short span of time, college would end and my long holidays will come. The only plan I have is my Genting plan. I need more plans for my long holidays. I don't wanna rot at home doing nothing. I would literally die.

I didn't really know that quite many people at my church drinks beer. Haha. I had a lot of fun drinking beer in front of my parents, unrestrictedly, at my pastor's house. It is because it was Carl's 21st birthday bash. I drank only around 3 to 4 tins of beer and my mom kinda gave me the drink-more-and-you'll-die look. Only then, I stopped drinking. My dad drank only 2 tins of beer and his face was very red. I offered to drive but then my parents forbid me to drive. Oh well. If only I drank more... It would be fun! xD

I'm looking forward to more clubbing time this semester. At least I have a personal place to crash at for 2 months. I intend to use this time to the max! Should start planning my clubbing timetable. Haha. Just a little note. Clubbing isn't that good cuz you drink and smoke a lot. Haha. Unless you have the self-control, which I don't really have, don't go there often xD

Till then...


Drinking is a way to cure a broken heart
Smoking is also an alternative way

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Bored

It's official.
I'm bored.
Bored.
And more bored.
This is just a random post to acknowledge my boredness.
Second day in college only and I'm bored already.
So, sue me.
I'm finally not that sad about you leaving already.
Hehe

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

College started...

So, my new life in college has started. I'm here in my small little rented room typing this blog. Today was the first day of college in, well, in college (wherelse laaaa). Basically, there isn't that much change. The old concourse is still there. So, when I reached college at around 7.30am, nothing much changed. The old gang still sits together in the morning table in the concourse.

Classes were kinda boring. This semester, I took 3 subjects. All are also boring. I took LAN too, which is moral. And this semester, the class has only about 10 students. So much for skipping LAN this semester... Accounts was extremely boring as the lecturer was very long winded. The most fun subject is MacroEcons. I'm kinda like rejoined with my old gang in MacroEcons. So, it's quite fun in there.

Nothing much to say already la about my new life. To tell you the truth, my new life is kinda boring. Haiz. Isn't as fun as I thought it would be. lol. Anyway, I hope it changes la. Wakakakaka.

Till then...


Still trying very hard to get over you.
Waiting for your email reply now.
Still loving you

Friday, August 29, 2008

Few Days Later...

A few days later, to be exact, 3 days or so later, my third semester is going to start. Which signifies that a year at INTI is about to pass. Time really passes very fast. In 1 year, there are 3 semesters. The past two semesters were quite significant to me, and at the same time quite important. Many things happened in the past two semesters. Both semesters are different from each other.

Even the group of friends which I hang out with differs with the semesters. It's really weird and hard for me to adapt. Normally, I hang out with the same gang throughout the year, that is in High School. But in college, sometimes I find myself alone with no one to accompany me. And most people knows that I don't like to be alone. I don't like to eat alone, I don't like to walk alone. I don't wanna be a loner. Maybe I should change already...

My third semester is going to be full of new possibilities. I want to have a new hope in my third semester. I was kinda innocent (AND STILL AM!!) during the first semester. In the second semester, I started to feel at home already, at CF. But then, the 'family members' who are quite close to me left already. But then again, there are still people in CF who are close to me, who cares about me. I love you =D

I wonder what my third semester will be like. I have to work very hard this semester. I guess I'll be a nerd/geek this semester. Another thing has changed too in this third semester. I'll be renting a room near my college. Which means, I have more time to study. Or as some of my friends who really know me well, I have more time to go out clubbing and do 'bad' stuff. Haha.

But, I digress.

I'm inching away from all of my vices. I'm a new person already. I'm a person who has walked around 18 years on earth. I'm going to mature. Childish, I will still be. But maybe I'll start to get more serious. Time is tough now, for me. I still tend to joke a lot with friends and on MSN. Many thinks I'm fine. But some of my close friends know that I still can't get over some stuff that is was in my life.

To be an optimist or a pessimist, that is the question. However, I choose to be an optimist. I wanna see the brighter side of life instead of the darker side. I'm not saying I choose to be oblivious to the dark side, but I will tend to look more on the brighter side of things. Give thanks for what is given and not regret on the past.

A new life is about to unfold for me. I believe I'm a step nearer to the bright light in front of me.

A quote i found from another blog...

No matter what horrible thing you're going through, when it's all over it
only takes three seconds to sum it up. Remember that.


It's true. And I have to remember that.

Till then.



I think it's time I've let you go.
I'm going to reply your unanswered email soon.
I'm going to see the bright day light again.
Thank you.
And
I still love you.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

R-Day

Today is the official day whereby our results are out. I'm damn disappointed la whey. The results I got wasn't really expected. Maybe I underestimated ADP. It isn't as easy as it seems. I've gotta work harder next semester. Cannot be procrastinating all the while already. And I dunno why many ppl know my results already. I just told a few close ones and BAM! The whole world knows. Haha. Word travels fast, it seems, in inti. ZZZ

Anyway, after knowing my results, the first thing I did was open a can of beer. And gulped the whole thing down. No harm done? Yeah. But it was 7 something in the morning. Quite fun drinking beer in the morning. Very chilly. Hehe. Gonna try it sometime later in the future. Can't do it tomorrow cause I don't have any 'stock' left. Hahaha.

On a lighter note, I DON'T SMOKE ANYMORE!!!

Lately, I have been watching a lot of shows. Very interesting lar. Hehehe. Time for me to get back to my shows.

Till then...


Do you want to see the real me? Or the fake me?
Anyway, I'm regretting it now and I am missing you a lot.
I love you.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

我做了什么????

她昨晚走了。从我的生活走了。我没有去送机。反而,我去跟啊达喝酒。啊达有叫我去送机,我却硬着头皮说不要。我就在酒吧喝个够。连手机都把它关上。可是,我没喝醉。因为我答应过某个人,我不会再喝醉。

回到家后,我睡不着,也不想上网。回家前,我又去买了一包香烟。那包香烟就在我的前面,还没开。我在想着要不要开。可能我不开吧。反正我都答应过许多人我不再会抽烟。希望我不会开吧。。。

我刚刚开了手机,看到有很多未接电话。我的心碎了。眼泪开始要滴要滴了。。。

我怎么这麽蠢。。。。

现在后悔没及了。。。

我打华文的原因是她不会看华文。。。

早知道我应该股起勇气跟她说。。。

一切都太迟了。。。

太迟了。。。

Sunday, August 24, 2008

About Capricorns. SO TRUE (In Chinese)

摩羯座终极完美分析


年轻的魔羯都是很单纯的,我想他们也不会知道自己将从天使变成恶魔,魔羯座的人天生善良,感情也都很脆弱,也许会因为一些很小的事情难过很长时间,所以他们通常在表面表现的酷酷的与事隔离的样子,其实他们只是不希望让别人看到他脆弱的一面,坚强,理智,承受是魔羯的代名词,他们并不是很随便的表达自己所想,他们希望了解身边所有人的性格,并不是因为好奇,好象只是因为一种安全感,为了保护自己魔羯生出了一种特殊能力。
  
  魔羯相对任何星座来比能在最段时间看出一个人的性格无论他们在如何隐藏,这点很像天蝎但是他们却看不出对方的心,他们很容易就会了解到他们身边每一个人的优缺点,但是他们通常不会说出来,也不会太介意,所有的魔羯都很包容对方请记得,如果有一只魔羯指出你的缺点那一定是友善的,虽然他们会用一种讽刺的口气来指出.
  
  所有魔羯都拥有2个性格,只是大部分魔羯都不愿意去接受,因为他们希望自己永远的傻傻的活下去,魔羯的坏可以媲美过所有星座,也许他们不相信,但是随着时间的积累魔羯的人在慢慢变坏,其实这也是一种自我保护,他们需要知道了解自己最后的一张王牌,做不做就看对方是否达到让魔羯抱负的地步了,这并不是在表扬,似乎用阴险可以形容,当魔羯讨厌一个人的时候那就是一种绝对,魔羯不会随便讨厌一个人,但是如果哪个人做的太过分,这个人会从魔羯心底彻底抹杀,如果这个人激怒了魔羯,呵呵那么这个人就只能等着灾难的降临。
  
  魔羯是个比较城府的人,他们不会表面去得罪了,但是他们会计划着让这个人知道他所做的事情将会给自己带来多大的回报,魔羯的报复手段极其残忍,他会加倍的还给你,(如果你有一天遭受到摸名的灾难那么你去想想你在什么时候得罪了魔羯)魔羯并不会随便的去加害一个人,因为魔羯也讨厌自己的坏,他们是天才的杀手,一切的一切从很早以前就做好计划,而且这些计划在没有事件出现前他们就在考虑如何完美并无破绽的进行报复计划,也许这些和他的悲观有些联系,魔羯的人很了解世界,但他们固执的相信美好尽管自己知道那是不可能的,大部分魔羯都讨厌坏坏的自己,当然想抛弃自己是不可能的。
  
  朋友(最喜欢装傻的星座)
   魔羯的人都很没有安全感,他们喜欢在任何人面前装傻,这可不是一般的装傻能力,魔羯人聪明就在于这点,他们认为只有傻子在会不牵扯到任何伤害,与其做一个聪明的人不如当一个傻子平凡而又随意,如果不是值得魔羯相信的朋友魔羯永远不会让对方知道自己会有智慧,而无论安全与不安全魔羯对朋友都很真,他们很珍惜些朋友。


   他们最希望获得朋友的信任,如果从一个朋友那里得不到信任,他不会再与这个朋友交往下去.和魔羯接触过的人都会认为他们脾气很好,好的似乎发傻,其实他们并不是脾气好,只是他们很会装,因为他们了解身边的朋友的所有性格,所以他们在包容对方,就算你做了什么过分的事,他们也早就想考虑好如果对方为什么会这样做,最明显一点,你们可以去看看身边魔羯的朋友,无论你怎么做那些魔羯都不会很惊讶的,其实他们已经知道你为什么会这样了.魔羯的交友观也很随便,他们可能会和贵族很好,也可能会和乞丐聊天,一切的一切只是心灵的交往,很少有魔羯会有势力眼,除非你这个人品太差了。
  
  感情(超级白痴)
   魔羯的人傻的可以,他们并不了解爱情,但是他们只知道爱的感觉,对于他们任何感情的表达都是一种感觉,他们很认真的感受每一个感觉,大部分感觉都可以一个人去感觉,最失败的爱却要两个人,傻傻的魔羯一开始会认为,爱你是我自己的事情和你没关系,可是到后来越来越感觉不是滋味,于是开始对对方表白,表白成功后却不知道如何走下一步,也许是太不浪漫在作祟,魔羯的人可能会拿任何事情开玩笑,但是在爱情方面只要他说出'我爱你'或者话题谈到将来结婚,那么他绝对不是在开玩笑,魔羯很物质,但是这点和金牛处女不一样,他们的物质表现在爱上,他们认为给所爱的人带来无限的物质的就是最大的幸福,因为他们很自卑,唯一能用自己努力获得来的就只有物质了。


  当自己努力的去让自己所爱的人幸福的时候,自己所爱的人却因为其他的其他离开了他,而到最后自己却不明白自己到底做错了什么,真是可怜的家伙们.
  
  追求: 魔羯的追求是认真的,只要对方不让魔羯认为完全没有机会,魔羯就会像疯子一样的追求着,他们其实对自己非常没有信心,唯一的动力只是相信自己在爱着,为了对的起自己的感情,为了认真的去爱一回.
  
  被追求: 魔羯对于不喜欢的人不会给予任何机会,魔羯的人很善良,而且他们知道长痛不如短痛的道理,如果魔羯勉强接受了你,那也是出于一种同情心,但是交往没几天他们就开始内疚,他们认为怜悯的爱对追求者来说是一种伤害,他们会尽量的躲避并且对追求者很冷淡追求者尽量的让追求者开始讨厌她/他.如果追求者不理解的话,放心最长不超过一年,魔羯会很理智的告诉你别在联系了,她/他会消失的无影无纵.
  
  拒绝: 如果魔羯真的爱了就不会去拒绝你,永远不会.
  
  被拒绝: 魔羯比任何一个星座对感情都很认真,恢复伤痕的时间也很长,他们会选择消失,这样对你对他都有好处,因为他怕多看你一眼而又再次无法自拔,他怕再多看你一眼,心如刀割.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Tagged >.<|||

[ACT 1]
1. Are you allowed to have a bf/gf ?
Nope. But I'm a rebellious person. So, I've had a few. Muahahahaha.

2. Describe yourself in one word
Perasan. Haha. Actually, I'm not really perasan. I'm just doing it for the sake of laughter. If you don't like it, just tell me ya.

3. Who would you pick , someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
The one I love. I don't care if the person doesn't like me. I like the feeling of loving someone. It's addictive. But then again, it really hurts if the person is with another person.

4 . Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
See my last post. For the sake of those who doesn't know Mandarin, yeah. I've loved and am still loving someone but never had the courage to tell the person.

5. Does it feel good to love?
Absolutely. Agape love. The greatest love of all.

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes to live, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
I will love you with all my heart, but I'm going to go now. See ya in the next lifetime! xD

7. What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you?
Whatever that makes you happy xD

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Once upon a time, there was a cute and perasan guy called Raymond. He was very very very young. He tried to learn to love someone but to no avail. A few years later, he found love. But it was a one way street love. Too bad.

9.What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
I'm better than you. Mua ha ha ha ha

10.What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
Am I considered 1? Hehehehehehehe

[ACT 2]
1. Best place to cry ?
In a secluded area with no one to see you shedding tears.

2. Who do you love the most?
God

3. Ever hated someone so bad?
Yes. Until now, I still do. Ask around. Some know who I hate. Hehe.

4. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
It is too hurtful to say it in public. I choose to keep it a secret. Locked in my heart. Forever.

[LAST PERSON]
~ Had a beer with ?
Jason

~ Went to the movies with ?
Lili

~ Talked on the cell phone with ?
Long Jie

~ You hugged?
Yi Herng

~ You yelled at ?
My mom. Hehe.

[IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU ]..
~ Kissed someone ?
Nope

~ Sing/Sang/Sung ?
Like duh.

List as many people as you want to tag and inform them in their Cbox or comment column.
Lazy to list. Go for it people!

Friday, August 22, 2008

第一次用华语来写的部落阁

我从来没用过华语来写我的部落阁。这次应该是我的第一次吧。

这两天来,我没什么出街。很多时候都是呆在家里。还好有得打球。不然就真的真的闷死我了。

每当我没东西做时,我都会想起你。假期,我没有真正的看到你。说真的,我很想你。嘴巴说我不想你,可是我的心却在那儿痛苦地想着你。真是口是心非。。。

再过一段日子,我可能再也无法看见你了。你要飞走了,明年才回来探望我们。我却明年飞走。我们难道没有缘分吗?

你临走前,我真的想告诉你我喜欢你,我爱你,我想要你,我要拥有你。可是,我这个胆小的欧仁文却不敢这样对你说。唯一能说的是,不要想念我。

可能我知道我们只间是不可能会擦出火花的,所以才不跟你说我的心里话。无论如何,我希望我们会永远保持联络。

我要努力的把你忘掉。

我要重新开始新的一个学期,新的一个开始。

最终,这首歌我会亲自唱给你听。。。


你那么爱她- 林隆璇+李圣杰

直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个美好风景
只是她早已离去

直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋最后的你
开始了一段挣扎

你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊

你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔



我的心,暂时只有你罢了,小猪猪。。。

去了欧洲,要记得我这个性欧的人。。。

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Holidays

Holidays are here! I'm so happy! I've officially finished my second semester! 4 more semesters to go till I fly to US to furthur my studies! WooHoo! I hope it will pass fast la. Haha

Anyway, this holidays isn't as full as my last semester's holidays! But I hope to have loads of fun la.

I went up to Genting on Sunday. Went there for Church camp. Quite fun. Having fun there kinda took my mind off the people who left la. I finally know it was not a coincidence that I went to the camp. There was a purpose. I think I know the purpose. Thank you for bringing me there xD

I went and watch Wall-E yesterday with Lili. We ate Carl's Jr. Was so filling! The burgers was so big! The show was nice la. Hope to go out again to watch another show with her. Haha

I'm actually quite lazy to type this post. But I'm so bored. Was supposed to go to Leisure Mall to catch a movie with Hua May. But she FFK-ed me. Haha. Anyway, I have nothing to do today. So bored.

Dying out of boredom. Haha

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Letters to you guys....

Dear Anittah (aka Hattina),

Well, firstly, I wanna thank you for everything. Actually, I really dunno what to say. But, I think I'm also gonna miss you loads. I will miss your 'Joke of the year' line. Thanks for being so kind and helpful to me. I really appreciate it. Thank you for hitting my hand until it is so red beyond recognition too. Haha. Thank you for trusting in me by putting me as a CG leader this semester. I really dunno what more to say. I wish that we had more time to know each other. But I guess I'll be seeing you in the future anyway. It's not like it's goodbye forever. I will be over there in about 1 year's time. Hope to see you. Anyway, once again, thank you for everything. Miss you loads. May God bless you all the while. Good luck in your studies and every thing you do. Until we meet again.

From,
Raymond, the ever perasan guy.


Dear Kimberley (aka the shorty xD),

I only got to know you for 1 semester only. And you know how perasan I am. Haha. Anyway, I liked you being the worship coordinator during the first semester I was in INTI. You gave me a chance to play in CF and I appreciate it. Thanks. I really love worship. Hehe. Why did you have to stop studying for 1 semester. We could have gotten to know each other better. Hehe. Or maybe it's better for you to not to know me better. Cuz I'm too perasan already. Hahahahaha. Anyway, I know I'm missing you already. You are very very fun. And short by the way. Haha. But then again, I know I'm not tall. So, it's okay for you to call me short anyway. Show me that by going to US, we have a chance to grow tall! Grow, grow and GROW!!! We are so going to be tall after going to US. Miss you loads. God bless you. Good luck in everything you do! Have fun there. Until we meet again.

From,
Raymond, the ever short guy


Dear Yi Herng (Buaya senior),

I really dunno what to say. But between the ones who are leaving, you are the closest to me. I'm going to miss you the most. Sounds gay but I don't care. You know I care about friendship a lot. And I'm always sad when my best friend leave me. You didn't see me cry that day when I saw you off but after sending you off, I actually did cry. Who knows when we can go makan together again. Haha. You really really treated me very very very very good. I think you're the first person in INTI to treat me that well. I appriciate this kind of friends. I got to know only a hand full of this kind of friends. Which is why I told you quite a lot of my secrets anyway. I trust you. I wanna say thank you for everything. Memories with you will always be in my mind. You did a lot of things for me. Really a lot. Thank you ya. Wanted to see you cry that day at KLIA, but didn't see you cry. Haha. Things won't be the same without you already. No one will speak to me in Mandarin in CF. No one will teman me sing songs in Mandarin already. But I hope there will be someone la. Haha. Go train a new batch of buayas. Hehe. Although it's only Saturday and you're gone for roughly 24 hours, I'm already missing you loads. May God bless you. GLHF. I hope you remember what that means. Until we meet again.

From,
Raymond, aka buaya junior.


I miss you guys!

Excuse me while I go cry...

Pictures for Farewell!


Goodbye Kimberley and Yi Herng.


Oh God. I miss you guys so much now.




Here are the few pictures that was taken with my camera.




Wednesday, August 13, 2008

3 Papers, 2 To Go and I'M DEAD

Life has been a little hectic these days. Finals. I hate finals. Why must there be finals? Why couldn't there be some other way of testing your inteligence? I bet if finals are to be abolished, world peace would be achieved. Earth would be a great place to live in if there were no such things such as exams...

I took 5 subjects this semester. A stupid move. Why is there someone as stupid as me to take 5 subjects and suffer the torture of taking 5 finals. Although all 5 exams are on seperate days, I'm a born procrastinator. My life motto is....

Never Do It Till You Need It

Which is a procrastinator's motto. Hehe. What to do. I'm that lazy la.

I digress.

I'm not lazy. I study like hell.... the night before the exam. Haha. Anyway, for the past 3 exams I've taken, I've basically screwed all up. First, it was microeconomics. It was kinda easy but the lecturer didn't teach us much about theories. Second, it was Physics. This was kinda tough. Maybe because I started to study it in the morning of the test. Hehe. Third, it was American History. For the first time in my life, I've crapped so much nonsense in a paper. Never I've tried to crap as much as I crapped in my history paper. I'm a future great crapper xD

Tomorrow, it will be my Computer paper. I thought it was kinda easy. I haven't study anything till now. I'm so dead. It's not like I dun wanna study. I do want to study. But there is no heart. Haha. I can only hope for the best.

Wish me luck...

Saturday, August 9, 2008

4 Friends....

Friends. I've really really tried hard to forge good friendships in college. But somehow, the more I try, the more I fail. I have loads of friends in college. But who are the best of my friends? Seriously, I don't know. I just have too many gangs. So like high school, I dunno which is my best. But anyway, I love all my friends the same.






In this post, I'm gonna talk about the 4 of us, whom I am the youngest xD. By age, it starts with Yi Herng, Christine, Swee Ling and Me!! xD






Anyway, since Yi Herng is leaving for US, Swee Ling managed to 'manipulate' him to treat us to lunch. Haha. So, on Wednesday, we went to 1 Utama to have lunch. We had lunch in Seoul Garden. The food not bad la. It's kinda like bbq style. Yummy...




The empty 'wok'. Before foodAfter Food. YUMMY!!!



Swee Ling and Christine enjoying the food


Yi Herng and Me enjoying the food. I look old in this pic. Is it because I'm next to an old man? xD



Anyway, thanks Yi Herng for the food xD After eating, Yi Herng went and buy a pair of shoe in Converse. I wonder what is with Converse and people who are going to leave for US. Kimberley and Annitah both also bought shoes from Converse to bring to US. I should buy a pair too next year before flying there xD



Anyway, after that, Christine said that we should buy clothes of the same kind together. We searched high and low to no avail. We went to Centerpoint next to find the shirt. But yet again, to no avail. We decided to go to Sunway Pyramid the next day to shop for a shirt.



The next day, I parked at Sri KL and got a summon. Not gonna pay that summon xD Anyway, Yi Herng took my parking space. And he was 'afraid' of getting a summon, he took my summon and put it on his car. L-A-M-E. Both of us reached Sunway Pyramid first. We sat at a bench waiting for Swee Ling and Christine. We looked really like Buayas. Haha. Looking at girls xD



Anyway, we searched for quite a long time and managed to find the shirt. The picture below says a thousand words. We looked like gays and lesbians xD



From left: Raymond (The 'Innocent' One), Yi Herng (Buaya Senior), Christine (The STONE), Swee Ling (Ms. Siau)

God. I will miss all of you. I think I've really found my gang of best friends. But too bad Yi Herng is leaving. At least there is still Christine and Swee Ling. But I dunno whether they think of my as their best friend or not but I don't care!

THEY ARE FOREVER MY BEST FRIENDS IN COLLEGE!!!!!

Friday, August 8, 2008

Just A Little Quikie

Well, I wouldn't miss blogging today as today is a so called wonderful day. it's 8th of August (8th month) of 2008. Triple 8. 08 08 08. It's a good number and a good day xD

Nothing much to say except that I have my finals!!! Pray that I don't screw them up.

Gonna blog more tomorrow. I'm just too lazy and tired to do it now.

Peace Bro.

Monday, August 4, 2008

13 Hours Without Handphone

I did it! I survived the day in college without having a handphone! It's something accidental la. Haha. I forgot to take my phone along to college today. Had to suffer cuz I had the urge to sms or call someone but I couldn't do anything. Haiz....

Today is kinda random. I had class from 2 to 4. I reached college at 7am with the intention to study. Yes. You heard me right. Study. As in S-T-U-D-Y kind of study. I do study, mind you. Haha. Well not much. But 1 to 2 pages is a lot to me!!!

Anyway, in the end of the day, I skipped my class and ended up going to Neway for karaoke. Lame huh? Haha. Used RM18 there T.T

In the end of the day, what did I get? Time wasted. Hahahahaha. Didn't study much. But at least I manage to study a few pages xD That is better than nothing xD

Finals is coming and I'm bored of typing anymore. Haha. Anyhow, I'll stop here xD

Friday, August 1, 2008

Summertime

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"
Is Anybody Listening - Danity Kane
If no one listens, I will listen. My ears are always open and my mouth stays shut until I see the need for it to open. I'm a good listener, a good advisor. Haha.

2. How would you describe yourself?
Tian Shi (Angel) - Wu Yue Tian
Haha. Definately not what I will describe myself as. But then again, I'm an angel at times and a devil at times. There must always be a balance.

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
No one - Alicia Keys.
Hm... Let me ponder upon this for a sec. Maybe I don't look for anything specific. Haha. I'm happy go lucky. Go figure.

4. How do you feel today?
Flashback - Secret soundtrack (Jay Chou)
Ah. I keep having flashbacks today. That is like so right. It makes you think about things...

5. What is your life's purpose?
Do it - Nelly Furtado
Oh! Nike! Just Do It! That is my purpose in life. Haha. But then again, I cannot be so irrational at times. Keep my cool dude!

6. What is your motto?
The Call - Regina Spektor
I'll come back when you call me~~~ No need to say goodbye~~~ I LOVE THIS SONG! IT'S SO GONNA BE MY MOTTO!!!

7. What do your friends think of you?
Slow Me Down - Emmy Rossum
Am I too fast for you ppl to catch up? xD

8. What do you think of your parents?
Get Your Money - Will.I.Am
Oh no! I'm not here to get their money only la. Hahahahaha. There are still many things I think of them xD

9. What do you think about very often?
Shalom - New Creation Church
Shalom meaning to be complete, perfect and full. Aww... I think of being complete. I love the line that you say to your love one. "You Complete Me". Romantic...

10. What is 2+2?
Welcome to My Life - Simple Plan
Hahahaha. Welcome to my life of maths!!!

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Toxic- Britney Spears
Toxic? Haha. At times. But it's a good toxic xD

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Clothes Off - Gym Class Heroes
AHAHAHAHAHAAH!!! I'm not that horny laaaaaa.....

13. What is your life?
One in a Million - Backstreet boys
Yes! My life is One In a MILLION!!!!

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Mighty to save - Hillsong
I wanna save people! Just as Jesus saved me!

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
When the stars go blue - The Corrs
Hahaha. I think too much already when I see 'YOU' until I see the blinking stars as blue in colour.

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry
A nice and catchy song. But not suitable for my bride to sing xD

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Wait For You - Elliott Yamin
Awwwww... Although I'm not around, they will still wait for me. I love you guys.

19. What is your biggest fear?
Unmistakable - Backstreet Boys
My biggest fear is being seen as unmistakable? Meaning that I can't make mistakes? Maybe.

20. What is your biggest secret?
Just Be Yourself - SHE
What does this mean? My biggest secret is being myself? I guess so. I'm not myself when I'm outside xD

21. What do you think of your friends?
When It All Falls Apart - The Veronicas
I think they will support me when everything falls apart. Like a few days ago when I was so down. I really love my friends.

22. What will you post this as?
Summertime - New Kids On The Block

I guess my tag will end here. Feel free to do this fun tag. I'm too tired to put humor. Haha. Gd night.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Pictures Galore!!

As I promised in the previous few posts, here are the picture of 3 different events. Ipoh lil' trip, Sharon's House BBQ and Prom! It's Pictures Galore!
Ps: Yi Herng, Upload liao la. Aiyoyoyo...
IPOH TRIP!
Acting Like A Monkey xD

This is what Yi Herng said is the 'best cave' in Ipoh. I think the scenery there is not bad la.

Acting like a beggar eating on the pavement xD


Trying to act emo but to no avail. The Char Kuey Tiao wasn't that bad. The coffee was SUPERB!


Sharon's House BBQ

Look at the stars! Aim for the best

5 Daredevils on the roof


Extremely many people on the roof. Luckily the roof didn't topple down.



Me and Shu Yi. What was I so excited about?


Ye olde classic Champagne Open ceremony!!!


The BBQ atmosphere! Yummy food!!!


Group Picture! Good Luck Sharon!!!


Pei Chee (Boss Lady) and me (Amat) camwhoring


5 emo people looking at the same point


The Star!!!


Hi little baby!


The old gang except Soon Khai... Sad...



PROM PICTURES!!!

Aiyo. Even in the lift also wanna take photo xD




Andrew and me as.... BATMAN AND ROBIN!!!


Yi Herng (22 years old uncle) and me (20 years old xD)

Me and Iggoh!!!


Group pic!


Group pic 2! Say CHEESE!!!





Citching and Rahmond xDD


Christine, you are too tall! Kimberley and me trying to act taller than Christine xD

Kylie and Me!


Kimberley (Chimp-berley) and me!


A normal Andrew and Me!




The guys!


The girls, excluding Fiona


Can you see 2 handsome guys within these pretty girls?


Fiona and Me. I'm still smarter than you Fiona xDD


From left: Me, Kylie, Christine, Fiona and Johnson