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Friday, March 19, 2010

Different Worlds

I have came up to a deduction. My housemates and I come from a different world. In this household, there are 3 person. And I live in a different world from the two other housemates. Our lifestyles are pretty much different. Which leads me to this question. Did I make the right decision to move in with them for the next 3 years of my life? At the moment, I think I might have made a drastically wrong decision, a wrong decision of which I must suffer the consequences for the next 3 years of my life.

So yea. I pretty much think that I have made the wrong decision to have move in with them. But I reckon it's quite late to move out from this decision. Pun! Notice the pun!!! =D

So now comes the next 'BIG' question. How do I right this wrong?

Honestly, I don't know.

Some people might just tell me to 'MAN UP AND DEAL WITH IT! THIS IS LIFE!'. Well, I'm not saying they are wrong. But I think this is a decision that will affect quite many areas of my life. To some people, it might seem petty. But to me, it has quite a huge impact on my little life. I can choose to just walk out from this problem. But that is the easy way. It's not too good to do that I guess.

I can only blame myself at the moment. Why did I make the stupid decision. At that time, it seem so good. I wasn't aware of any repercussions that came with me moving in with them. I thought that because I was taking the same discipline with them so it'll be easier for me. BOY OH BOY was I ever wrong.

It just made me felt even more ostracized.

Probably I'm not used to being like this. I don't know and at this rate I'm going, I think I might go bonkers before I know what am I thinking. Sigh...

Why does this happen to me?

Save me please?

Monday, March 8, 2010

It's week 3...

And I'm already way behind my studies. LOL. I can only blame myself. I kept snoozing my stupid alarm thus I skipped quite many classes. Sigh. Where did my resolution to not to skip class go to? It's buried deep in the abyss already. Haha.

Anyway, I'm so reluctant to work. But then, I have to work for extra money. Why can't I have an infinite source of money? If only I have an infinite source of money, I WOULD BE RICH! Duh. LOL. I would seriously go on a splurging frenzy buying everything that catches my eyes. That, would be nice.

The weather here in Perth is getting cooler now as compared to the first few days I was back in Perth. I hope autumn will come slightly sooner. I'm a person who likes the weather to be not too hot and not too cold. Thus, the weather during the start of autumn is always the best. Spring is not too bad too, if not for the hayfever that I get.

I guess I should be back to my studies now xD