October IS COMING!

Gosh! October is coming soon! And the weather is getting better, not that cold anymore, Thank GOD! And the sun is starting to come out longer! It's about 6pm now, and there is still SUNLIGHT! Can't be more happier to see that!

I live to see the sunlight. I love the sunlight. I'll be extremely emo if I don't see the sunlight. But now, HAPPY DAYS ARE COMING! I love you sunlight!

I'm being overly hyper. I can't wait for the emo side of me to just drop away and not come back for a period of time. I guess I've been emo quite a lot lately. But oh well. All's well that ends well? I hope so xD

Anyway, I should be getting back to my studies. Gonna head home at around 6.30pm probably. Please still be there sunlight!

The countdown starts

63 more days till I leave Perth! Then I'll be in Singapore for a few days, and back HOME next! Can't wait to go back to my own home. Can't wait to see my little doggy (probably not that little now).

But first, I've gotta go thru finals first T__T

Post Holiday Stress

Holidays can be a blessing and a bitch. Sigh. Let me sum up why so.

Before Holidays: I WILL STUDY HARD! I WILL STUDY DURING THE BREAK! I WILL MANAGE TO CATCH UP ON MY ASSIGNMENTS AND STUDIES!

During Holidays: Ah. There is still so much time. I'll just do it tomorrow!

After Holidays: OMG! SCREW IT! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING DURING THE HOLS! HOW AM I GOING TO MANAGE TO FINISH MY ASSIGNMENTS IN TIME! I HAVE A TEST TOMORROW TOO! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! *dies*

There. Understood?

I don't know why but suddenly, it's like everyone wants to change majors. It's either changing disipline within engineering or just changing majors or even to changing universities. Sigh. This makes everyone so emo-ish. It makes me think at times. Have I made the wrong choice of taking Engineering here at UWA? Hm... I guess I'll never know..

On a lighter note... I have the freaking HAY FEVER. For those who doesn't know what is it, let me just sum it up for you. My nose is dripping like a leaky faucet, except for the fact that instead of water, it's mucus. I tell you ar. Everytime I fling my head, my mucus would just fly out of my nose and land somewhere. It's like a water bazooka. And my eyes keep tearing up too. Sigh. Tears just keep flowing out of my eyes, non stop. It's like I'm crying 24/7. How embarrassing >.<

Anyway, I'm just blogging to run away from studying. I have a test tomorrow! Wish me luck yea!

It's the study break

I still remember before the study break, I swore I would study everyday. But sigh. Even the best laid plan of mice and men often go awry. Up till today, I still haven't started on anything. And the nearest time that I would have time to study is Friday. Sigh. I'm dead.

Anyway, nothing much has been happening lately. Just went drinking at Dex's house on Sunday. And today, I'm going drinking at Adrian's house. LOL. Drinking spree. Haven't had drinking sprees for a long time already.

You know what is the death of me? GENG1003 and Dynamics. These 2 subjects are killing me slowly. Hm.... Will I survive this semester? We shall see =D

This is a super short and random post. Sigh. I'm just running away from doing my research... This is bad...

Parents Love

In Australia, tomorrow is Father's Day. I went to my church service today. The pastor talked about a father's love. As he preached, I think back to my parents. I think this is the first time in Perth that I miss my parents. Sigh.

Thinking back, I squabble a lot with my parents. But the more I think about it, the more I noticed that my parents changed a lot. I think they really do love me.

I remember there was a time last time whenever I call my dad, I would get pissed off a little. It's because he was working, most probably having an appointment with his client, and he just told me to call him back in an irritated voice. But after a few years (I totally forgot how many years later), he changed. He took his time to answer me and in a polite tone too.

When I was younger I remember there was once I stole money from my dad. One day, he found out. And oh boy. Was both of my parents angry at me. It was a Saturday, I still remember. They found out in the morning. In the evening, my dad and I went to the night market. On the way there, my dad hugged me and said "Don't do this anymore, I still love you". Till this day, I remember those words and the warm fuzzy feeling that accompanied it.

Now, I'm in Perth. My family is not the really rich kind of family. We have enough money just to get through our lives. But with me here in Perth studying for 4 years, I'm going to use up all of the family savings. I feel really bad. My parents back in Malaysia cut down on a lot of luxuries. By those actions, I think they really love me.

The first day I was back in Malaysia for my winter break, I was fetched by my dad from the airport. He took the time from his tight schedule to fetch me. Sigh. And then I called my mom who was working. She told me to look into the oven when I'm home. After reaching home, my dog greeted me happily. I was so glad. Needless to say, I ran towards the oven after reaching home. There was a cake waiting for me there! Chocolate cake too! YUMMY!

I love my parents a lot now. And today, I miss them. I pray that they will have good health. For this Christmas, I think I'm going to buy something back for my parents and attach a note saying how grateful I am to them. It's high time I show my gratefulness and love back to my parents.

Mom, Dad I LOVE YOU!

It's the Hols!

The week-long study break is finally here. I can take a short breath for a while. Sigh. This holiday won't be a break from study but it'll be a break FOR study. Sad much?

Anyhow, nothing much that I want to blog about. Haha. But I noticed that I've became a loner. Sigh. Oh well. I guess I'll have to get used to being like this for the time being. I can expect to be with people all the while. Somehow, I find peace in being alone sometimes. Just like me walking along Matilda Bay. It was kinda relaxing.

I sometimes think I'm annoying. Because on MSN, I always find people first before they chat with me. Sigh. But I can't help it. I just wanna chat....

Speaking of chat, I think that since I came here to Perth, my chatterbox nature has decreased by a significant amount. I'm talking much much more less now. I don't know why is this so but I'm scared. It means I'm changing. I don't know it's for the good or for the worse, but I'm still scared all the same. I used to be able to talk a lot, but after coming here to Perth, I've toned down a lot. I don't like it.

Uni life is tough

It's Friday (Technically Thursday night =D)!!!!! Today signifies the last day of the 7th week of University for the 2nd semester!!! I hereby declare that Uni SUCKS!

I just read a small yet touching story. This is just a summary =D

There was this young girl who just moved into a very very old flat. As she was young and poor, she couldn't really afford a nice flat. Her neighbours were very poor people too. So there was this one night where electricity was cut. There wasn't any light at all. Luckily for this girl she has candles to light. Suddenly, there was a knock on her door. After opening the door, she saw the little girl staying next door to her. They must be begging for candles! They are so poor that they can't even afford candles! I shan't give them any candles if she begs me for it! She thought.

"Do you have any candles?", asked the little girl.
"I'm sorry but I don't have any, little one," answered the young girl.
The little girl's face lit up with glee and said "My mom told me that you're staying all alone by yourself and you might not have any candles! I've brought over two candles for you to use!"

Upon hearing that, the young girl just broke into tears. Here was a little girl who is living a minimal life but yet still willing to give things to people in need.

This is what the world needs. This is what I will strife to do.

'tis the season...

This the season to be emo, fa la la la la la la la la~~~

Why is everyone so emo these days? Even I'm so emo. LOL. But anyhow, after being emo, I found out who my true friends are. Although they are not with me currently, but they shall always be in my heart. I love you true friends =D

Anyway, I just wanna blog saying WHY THE HELL MUST PEOPLE LIE ABOUT THE SMALL THINGS? For goodness sake! Why lie about your mark? If you got full marks, BE PROUD ABOUT IT! Gosh! This is like so lame! Such a small thing also wanna lie... Sigh... What is the world coming to anyway...

In a lighter note, I've decided to get more active in Church cum Cell activities. I won't turn down any request for me to do anything, eg. refreshments, worship etc etc etc. I'm always at your service, ready to go =D

University is being a bitch currently. There are assignments to finish and tests to take. Sigh. 7 weeks into 2nd semester University life and I'm sick and tired of it already. I seriously think that the University should contemplate using this method. Having classes for one week and having holidays for one week. Screw the long holidays. I rather have short bursts of holidays in between the study time, this way I can relax!!

I'm currently stocking up on a lot of junk food. Junk food IS MY LIFE! I'm so gonna gain weight now T___T. On the bright side though, WINTER IS COMING TO AN END! As of 22nd September 2009, Spring is going to be officially HERE! Heat is here! YAY! Heaters can be put away already finally. Phew! =D

It's 12.35am now. I should be studying now. That is what I'm gonna go do now! Till then peeps!

Extreme emo post alert

It's 12.34am. I have a test at 9am later. I'm very stressed out for this test. This is seriously like the first time I'm taking a maths test without really understanding the things that are going to be tested. I'm extremely worried and stressed....

I was at my University's laboratory studying till about 12am. I declined Dex to fetch me home. I guess that is a stupid move. In the end, I walked home alone. Alone with my shadow as a partner.

I've evolved into something I'm scared of, a loner. I never wanted to be a loner. But under these circumstances, I've became a loner. I don't wanna be a loner. I want to have many friends all around me....

I seriously miss those times I was in Malaysia when I was surrounded by friends. Where is the feeling? Someone help me find it back?

Btw, thanks to those who cheered me up in MSN. I appreciate you guys =D
I just wished that I can be with you all...