Chong Mae Ryn...

Me and Mae Ryn....

Mae Ryn ar Mae Ryn. Why do you have to leave so sudden. I don't mean death la. Choy!!! I mean leave INTI. You should have gave us the heads up way earlier. It's very shocking to learn of your leave right on your last day at INTI. But then again, I still have to give you credit for telling me face to face and for keeping this secret for god-knows-how-long.

You made quite many of us sad lor. Too sudden already. I don't even know if I screwed up my Calcalus quiz just now. Just sad la.

You're one of the first few person whom I got to know in INTI. I'm sure I'm going to miss teasing you. Oh ya. By the way, please know that I do not meant to hurt you when I tease you la.

Anyway, good luck in MUFFY. Hope you'll do good there. Don't forget the friendships you've forged at INTI. Remember us.

Lame Saturday...

It's a Saturday and guess where I am. Yup. College. The last place where I wanna be on a Saturday. But duty calls. Hehe. No lar. I'm supposed to be here to do my Computer Group Assignment. It's actually due already. But being procratinators, we waited till the last minute to do it. We are so screwed.

I digress.

Thanks to Lik Pang, we are on the right track again!!! Thank you so much! Hehe. He is so good! He purposely come to college just to help us with our assignment. We're gonna 'belanja' him lunch later. Heh heh.

I was involved in another prank again this morning. When I reached college this morning, Nicholas Tan, Nicholas Wong and Cezlyn was there already. Next, Pauline and Wai Ling reached college. Anyway, we were chatting and chatting. Up till Nicholas Wong said that if Mae Ryn didn't reached in 5 minutes time, he will go to the cyber cafe.

Right after he finished saying that, we saw Mae Ryn coming in. Then we decided to prank her. We all quickly went and hide. All went into a room which has a tinted sliding door (Lecture Hall 2). All but Nicholas Wong. He hid under the table. Haha. Anyway, he came into the room later.

Mae Ryn came in finding for us. She first called me, and then called Wai Ling. But being us, we didn't pick up her phone. She went to other places to find us. But finally, she came into the room.

Both Nicholases shouted at the same time scaring Mae Ryn. We laughed like crazy after that. Hahahahahaha. Mae Ryn shouted too, in surprise, duh. Hahahaha.

Wanna do more pranks leh. Hehehe

A reason behind every smile

A smiley!!!

There is always a reason behind every smile. We don't smile for no reasons. But some smiles are hard to read. The smile that I like best is a genuine laughter smile. Never a sinister smile.

However, there might be some problems behind those smiles. I must learn to read face expressions better. Guide me ya.

Get Smart! Be Smart!!!!

On a lighter note, I went to Sunway Pyramid to watch Get Smart today. The show was very hillarious. But then again, it fell back to the same theme. Love. But anyhow, it was funny. If you haven't watched it, go watch it. Seriously. Hehe. Iggi black, Swee Ling, Annitah, Erika, Shaun, Christine, Yi Herng and me went today. All of us sat in 2s. How sad. Maybe because we went late la. Haha. Yi Herng! Your FAULT!!! XD Nvm la. Just kidding. Heh heh.

Anyway, today we gave Iggi back his cap. Hehe. He basically left it at the cf booth on Monday. We saw it and took it and put it in my car. He had been looking for it for the past few days but little did he know that it was with me. Hehe. He was kinda sad too cuz it was only one week old and it got lost. But at least he got it back today la. Yet again, he was like 'what the heck' xD

Prank Numbero Dos success!!! xD

I wonder what future pranks are in store...

I didn't die!!!

Mua ha ha ha ha ha ha...


Okay. You can stop looking at the picture now. I know her 'things' are moving. Hehe. It's just your imaginations la. Aiyo. STOP LOOKING!!! Look at my post!!! xD

Anyway, I didn't die. I passed my AMERICAN HISTORY TEST!!!!!

WooHoo! Very hyper. Cuz I seldom pass my history tests!!! I got 70. Hehe. Not too bad for me la. Give me credit, kay?

Now, all I have got to worry is my American History assignment. I'm supposed to act as an Environmentalist to help 'George W Bush the 43rd' in my class trial. We are going to kind of debate which 'Bush' is better. The 41st or the 43rd?

Anyway, tomorrow is Jessica's last day in college. I wish her a great deal of luck. We will all miss ya. Hope you do well in the future. Keep in touch. Meet you in the States. Love ya.

I am who I am

Life is getting hectic. I have been going back home late for the past few days. I have loads of social obligations to attend to. I tell you ar. If I have no social obligations, I will be free like hell. If I have social obligations, I will be busy like heaven xD Like heaven on earth. Heh heh. Britney. >.<

Anyhow, I like it.

For the past few days, I don't really have the inspiration to post any blog. It's like very boring la whey. Oh yeah. Just a little prank we played on Iggi xD

Monday night, we were at college doing the CF booth for the concert thingie. Anyway, Iggi, Christine Lee and Brian left first to 'Silva's', a mamak, for dinner. They drove there la. After packing up, I drove my car to Silva's to meet them. In my car, there was Swee Ling, Christine Ong, Annitah, Yi Herng and Joshua. We managed to find a parking space. After getting out of the car, only we knew that I parked next to Iggi's car.

Feeling mischievious, I ask them for a paper. Then, we wrote 'For Sale', followed by Iggi's handphone number. Evidence is as below. But it is very blurry la.

What a bunch of posers. But too blur la >.<

Anyway, we went to Silva's la. After eating, we decided to continue our prank. That is to call up Iggi and ask him whether is he selling his Nissan. Yi Herng tried to take Iggi's phone and delete my number from the phone so that I could call him without him knowing it's me. But it failed. As a final resort, Joshua went to a pay phone to call Iggi.

But, Iggi knew it was Joshua. Haiz. Too bad la. Plan failed.

After paying for food, we all walked to the car. When Iggi saw the sign, he was like 'What the heck?' and quickly took down the sign, crumpled it up and threw it into the dustbin.

We had a great laugh.

How immature of us. Heh heh

Thank You

Actually when I wrote the last post, I didn't want to play for my college's Christian Fellowship (CF). I didn't want to continue playing for them because of some personal reasons la. I felt really really down in the pits that day. I really dunno why. Before CF, I was very 'emo-ish'. After CF, the feeling still didn't go off. But me, being me, was still kinda talkative. So, not many people knew about me being 'emo-ish'.





Well, I didn't want to play anymore. I didn't wanted to serve in the Worship Team in CF. But then today after going to my church's worhip leaders workshop, I found back my heart of worship. Someone told me that we should be proud that GOD chose us to be in his ministry. And I AM PROUD! No one is going to take that feeling away from me. Ever again. That, I promise you.





Today, my group of friends and I went to Jessica's house for steamboat. It was okay la. Kinda awkward. Which reminds me to say sorry to Brian and Iggi. >.<>.<

That's us! The MAKAN GANG XD

The fun part was the part where we got lost. Hehe. We kept getting lost. But thanks to me xD (PERASAN XDDD), we found our way. Haha. It's was a longer way. But still, we managed to get back home la. Safely. In one piece. Hehe.



Anyway, I wanna thank Iggi too. Well, thank you for hearing me rant about the ICF concert. I didn't really realized that I had so much concern about this concert. Thanks for the advices too. You're also going off to INTI Nilai, so I guess I won't be seeing you much soon too. Anyway, good luck there. Study hard and well xD

Randomness

I'm feeling random today. Extremely random. I'm basically now in collge. In my computer lab class. We always have nothing to do. I'm so bored. Always bored. So, I've decided to blog. A few days ago, I had a topic to blog on. But, I'm me. So, I procrastinated. Thus, I forgot what I wanted to blog about. So, I'm being random today.

Every Friday is randomness day for me. Actually, it's always the same every Friday. It's movies day! But I always dunno who I will end up going to the cinema with. It's so random. I would just ask a few friends and yeah. We will go to the cinema. Mua ha ha ha ha ha.

I'm on the brink of losing my mind actually. I basically flunk my American History test. I TELL YOU! THE LECTURER IS NUTS!!! Is there any way to frame him for murder? IF only I can sue him for emotional torture. ARGH!!!! I never did liked history. And to think that I once wanted to be a lawyer. But I still could, right? RIGHT?? But then again. I dunno what I wanna do.

I digress.

I think I know what I wanna do. I wanna grow up! I'm acting like an immature brat. Correction. I'm not a brat. Hehehehe. Just a young kid caught in a 18 year old body. How sad can you be. Haiz. Poeple wants me to grow up. But I don't wanna grow up! Mua ha ha ha ha

Darn. I'm crapping like hell. This is me. Hehe. Maybe I should be admitted into a mental hospital.

Mua ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ......

Still trying to find my place

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. Thus, it is
called PRESENT.

This is words of wisdom from 'Master Wu Guai'

That is my saying! Thief!!!

Anyway, I think that saying really means a lot. But if today is really a gift, must I cherish it? Is it really necessary to cherish everyday? Maybe so. But today, might not be one of the best day ever.

It's hard for me to find my place in life. I first thought I found a place in somewhere, but then later, I will find out that I'm not suitable there. I can't really find out what I am best in. I've been searching for ages but to no avail. There is bound to be people better than me. That, I know la. But I can't find anything that I'm good at. When I thought I'm okay at something, something happens to make me change that thinking. When will I find where I'm good at? When can I find my 'home'?

People say home is in the heart of the owner. But I can't even pinpoint where is my heart situated at. At first I thought it was in singing. But then something came up and I think I'm not good enough. I even thought I was quite okay at music. But guess what? I suck at that too. I thought I was good in maths too. But then again, I'm not that good at it. I thought I was good in designing things on the computer. But then again, I'm bad at that. I thought I was good at talking crap. Not to say that I don't talk crap. But I don't talk as what a pro 'crap-talker' would be. I thought I would be good in English. But then again, after reading my American History text, I found out otherwise.

Basically, there WERE many things which I thought I was good/fine/okay/not too bad in, but in the end, I found out that it is not my calling.

The only thing now I'm left with is knowing 'gossips' fast. Not all. But I get to know a lot of news. Without trying to know. It's sometimes good in ways. But sometimes, it's bad to know it all. But I do thank GOD for my 'uncanny' knowing of things. Maybe I'm borned to be a 'damage controller'. Hehe. I basically would interfere with things if things with my friends get out of hands thus making my friend 'emo'. I can't stand not helping. Friends are supposed to help each other. Friends are supposed to bail each other out. Friends are supposed to be there in both good and bad situations.

But somehow, some 'friends' dissapoint me....

4 days to go...

4 days to go till my AMERICAN HISTORY TEST... I don't wanna take this test!!! It's one of the worst subject ever. I can't memorize things easily. I have 4 days left to the test and I have 10 chapters to study. I still have more than 200 pages to go! Somebody HELP ME!!!! And to top it off, I have my computer test on the same day as well. I might as well go jump down from the 8th floor. Die die die!!!

I'm going to start posting photos in my blog. Hehe. I dunno what to post anyway. Here are the photos:

Friends and I eating together at a coffee-shop xD

A couple? Hehehehe. Nah. It's just Justin and Jessica

Lil' Miss Emo... JESSICA!!! xD

No Need To Say Goodbye

It's the way of life. People come and people go. You have to learn to let go of people. You have to learn to cope with new people. You have to learn to mourn for the dead and to rejoice at the sight of a new baby. I have come to a stage of life where I have to start to know new people while saying goodbye to those I once knew. I don't mean death la. But many of my friends are leaving or have already left.

It's weird. You've known them for quite a long time and suddenly after a few years, everyone goes their own way. In high school, we used to have a lot of fun together. And this year, we all left Chong Hwa. And now, Hua May is leaving for Taiwan, Jun Hon and Hui Yi are leaving for Singapore soon. I will really really miss them. It's kinda hard for me. It is because last year, I see them nearly everyday. But now, it would be very hard to see them anymore. It's even harder that they are leaving Malaysia. But, that is life.

Even in college. One of my dear friend is leaving. Yes. Jessica. I'm talking about you. I will miss the time we chatted so much (or more like gossip la). You're going off to UiTM to become 'Jessica binti Abdullah' soon xD. You will get to know many new friends there. But I do hope you still remember me, as your evil twin la. If fate allows, we might even meet in US next year.

For everyone who are leaving, I wish them the best of luck forever. I hope that everything will go smooth for you. As the Christians like to say, May the weapons meant to destroy you never work in the eyes of GOD. May GOD bless you.

As for me, I will be leaving next year. So, only then I will feel emo xD. Hehe.

Anyway, The Call by Regina Spektor is very meaningful. Here are the lyrics.

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye
You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye..

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye..