25 more days...

left to go back home to Malaysia! Wahoo! I seriously can't wait for it! I miss so many Malaysian stuff. The lifestyle is so different... Egads! But I still will have to wait till after my finals. I have to suffer through my finals first. How sad is that...

But, I have a feeling of accomplishment today. I finished watching like 2 lectuers online. Wahaha! Why do I watch it? It's because I don't understand my notes. I write here, there and everywhere, thus I don't even know what am I writing. So much for taking notes. Such a waste of pen ink and paper. Zzz

Anyway, I'm just very bored now at University. Haha. Dunno what to do, so I thought I'll just leave a random note here =D

给你的一封信

你好。我有句话想问你很久了。你为什么要这么假？你到底是不是当我是朋友的吗？你每次说你是我的朋友，可是你的一举一动都显示你不是。我觉得你很自私咯。多亏我当你是朋友。。。

好心你。约了人，就问他要不要去啦。如果不要我去，当初就别提给我听啊。你知道这样会伤害我吗？我会感觉到我好像被忽略哦。如果你是我的朋友，你就不会这样做。

我现在开始要对你假一点了。这是我人生中第一次做这种决定。都是你逼我这样做的，我也不想这样啊！

我知道那天我有错，不应该那样说你，可是我觉得你也有一点错啊。你怎么可以觉得全都是我的错呢？你觉得这样很理智吗？

我不想我们的友情变到这样的阶段。希望你能理解。可是不知道为什么，我觉得我们不再会是所谓的＇好朋友＇了。

没办法，我只能说再见。

FREEZING MY ASS OFF

I hereby declare that...

I HATE COLD WEATHER

with a vengeance =D

I remember I used to say that I hate the warm weather in Malaysia yada yada yada. But now, I LONG TO GO BACK TO THE WARM WEATHER! Ironic much?

I'm now wearing 3 layers of clothing and I'm still freezing! I'm wearing a T Shirt, Hoodie and a Jacket. 3 layers of protection. Warm? NOT! I'm so cold that I don't actually want to leave my warm and toasty bed! I seriously need to get a heater ASAP!

In a totally unrelated note...

THIS WEEK SHALL BE THE LAST WEEK OF UNIVERSITY! At least, the end of the 1st semester classes =D

Next on the list is FINALS! OMG! DIE DIE DIE! T___T

Next, something in mandarin xD

我怎么每次在爱情都要有一个悲伤的结局？我喜欢的人，我永远都不能拥有。很辛苦的耶。。。我以为来到PERTH我就会有机会重新开始新生活，怎知道。。。唉，悲哀啊！

可是说真的，我来到这儿，我比较少练习我的＇肺＇话了，不知道我的＇肺＇还健康吗。。。我曼怀念以前跟朋友一起讲废话啊。在这里，我的废话都很普通，很不废。在大学的朋友跟中学的朋友的性格完全不同啊。。很难适应的耶。。。

好想把时间转回去到中学的时光啊！

Beware: Emo Blog ALERT

Yup. It's emo time again. I guess that I can't run away from it. You guys can associate emo and I together.

EG:

How to spell emo?

R-A-Y-M-O-N-D

Well, I think that I have to rely on myself now here in Perth. I'm like so not used to it. I used to rely a lot on friends. But then, I think I need to rely on myself here in Perth. I found out that I can only believe in myself, and not others. I don't wanna be lied to anymore. I just want the truth. Why can't people just tell the truth...



Hm... I guess I'm really growing up now. I'm not the young and naive Raymond anymore. I'm learning to be fake and kinda twisted in my own way. Not of my choosing though. It's the environment. Remember Charles Darwin? Yeah. Survival of the fittest. I'm here to survive.



I used to be so young and naive. I remember my mom used to tell me that the world is full of lies and deception. It's so different from what I used to believe when I was young, thus I told my mom that I won't be fake, and that I don't care what people do to me and I will just be myself and stay true to myself.

But now, I digress.

The world is indeed an evil place. A nice place for the devil to spawn his advocates. Hm... When did this all change?

WHEN I CAME TO PERTH THAT IS!

OMG! Coming to Perth has really opened my eyes to a lot of things. New things. It's literally a stepping stone from my imaginary perfect little world to this evil world! Why is this world so TWISTED? I wanna go back to my own cocoon of perfect little people. T__T

WHERE IS THE OLD CHILDHOOD INNOCENCE?

BRING IT BACK TO ME!

Random Rantings

My first semester here in UWA is going to end soon. 2 more weeks of classes and then finals. And that concludes my 1st semester in UWA. It seems kinda surreal that I'm here in Perth furthering my studies. Sometimes, I still wake up thinking Where am I? Where is my dog? Where is my blue walls? Why am I on a small bed? Then reality settles in very fast. I'm here in Perth, no longer in Malaysia. I don't know why but I feel like I've been here for ages. Maybe 3 months is kinda long for me.

But anyway, FINALS IS COMING! *runs around like a headless chicken and crashes into the nearby wall* It's like the most dreaded time of the students! Well, majority students. Some FREAKS (YES YOU!) like exams so much that they are so willing to die for it. I'm a normal student and thus I HATE EXAMS!

I'm so scared that I won't be able to cope well in these exams. I don't have any motivation in me to study for the test. I hope that the motivation will come in due time.

Anyway, I think I've been drinking a lot of booze lately. HOW? BEER BELLY IS COMING! I've gotta learn to control myself.

I think that I'm having a hard time controlling myself. I'm a very compulsive person. I can go compulsively buying stuff, compulsively drinking etc etc. AND to top it off, I can't control my emotions well. I can just lash out easily =D BEWARE THE RAYMOND!

Anyway, I'm too lazy to blog now =D

Reid Library

Greetings from Reid Library =D
This is just a seriously random post. I've been surviving on caffeine since morning...
Had a test today, Introduction to Electrical Engineering. I so screwed that test =(

Anyway, I'm supposed to be studying for my Physics test that is going to be on this Friday! OMG! So many chapters to cover!

Uni life is so hectic, especially when you procrastinate everything till the last minute and only start to worry about it at the 11th hour. In addition to not studying but still facebooking and blogging =D

How wonderful is that?

Project Study

Venue: Curtin University

Mission Objective: To study for Wednesday's and Friday's test

Mission Gadget:
1. Introduction to Electrical & Electronic Engineering notes
2. Physics textbook

Mission Ammunition:
1. M&Ms
2. Plain water

Mission Distrations:
1. Laptop
2. Handphone

Mission Time Lapsed: Roughly 2 hours

Mission Status: Less than 1% done

Projected Mission Outcome: FAIL




OMG! PLEASE LET ME STUDY T___T

2 tests!!!

OMG! I have 2 tests next week! Geng1002 and Physics! 2 chapters for GENG1002, 10++ Chapters for physics! Can anyone help me dig a grave T___T

Nothing much to blog about now. Classes are quite boring. I wish I have the will power to skip them T__T But then again, what will I do while I skip class? There isn't anything to do! Every morning, I feel like skipping class. But then, I'll just step into the shower and get ready for class. Damn! I need the will power to skip class xD

Only 40+ days left for me! Then I'll be heading home to MALAYSIA! Yay!!!! Can't wait for it! I miss my dog so much!!!

Btw, there is this one pretty girl who stays in my area, takes the same train and bus to UWA, and is in most of my classes. She uses the same bag as me too! But mine is black while her's is pink xD. I wanted to talk to her. But no courage la! T____T So noob xD

Oh yeah. I've kinda lost my 'lah's already. I have to get it back! COME BACK TO ME!!!