So yea. I pretty much think that I have made the wrong decision to have move in with them. But I reckon it's quite late to move out from this decision. Pun! Notice the pun!!! =D
So now comes the next 'BIG' question. How do I right this wrong?
Honestly, I don't know.
Some people might just tell me to 'MAN UP AND DEAL WITH IT! THIS IS LIFE!'. Well, I'm not saying they are wrong. But I think this is a decision that will affect quite many areas of my life. To some people, it might seem petty. But to me, it has quite a huge impact on my little life. I can choose to just walk out from this problem. But that is the easy way. It's not too good to do that I guess.
I can only blame myself at the moment. Why did I make the stupid decision. At that time, it seem so good. I wasn't aware of any repercussions that came with me moving in with them. I thought that because I was taking the same discipline with them so it'll be easier for me. BOY OH BOY was I ever wrong.
It just made me felt even more ostracized.
Probably I'm not used to being like this. I don't know and at this rate I'm going, I think I might go bonkers before I know what am I thinking. Sigh...
Why does this happen to me?
Save me please?