Tak Nak

I'm currently on a campaign somewhat similar to Malaysia's old campaign, the TAK NAK campaign. For those who doesn't know what is TAK NAK, TAK NAK means 'NO! Don't WANT!'

So, what am I saying TAK NAK to?

1. Cigarettes

2. Work

3. Emo thoughts

4. Suicidal thoughts

Sigh. Why am I even posting this. I know it's hard for me to say no to these things. Gosh. I so seriously wanna go home. Why am I so emo? I think if it weren't for friends, I would have committed suicide.

Why wouldn't my parents want me to go home? Why would they send me away? Sigh. Am I really that bad? I seriously don't know anything at all at this moment