It's the way of life. People come and people go. You have to learn to let go of people. You have to learn to cope with new people. You have to learn to mourn for the dead and to rejoice at the sight of a new baby. I have come to a stage of life where I have to start to know new people while saying goodbye to those I once knew. I don't mean death la. But many of my friends are leaving or have already left.
It's weird. You've known them for quite a long time and suddenly after a few years, everyone goes their own way. In high school, we used to have a lot of fun together. And this year, we all left Chong Hwa. And now, Hua May is leaving for Taiwan, Jun Hon and Hui Yi are leaving for Singapore soon. I will really really miss them. It's kinda hard for me. It is because last year, I see them nearly everyday. But now, it would be very hard to see them anymore. It's even harder that they are leaving Malaysia. But, that is life.
Even in college. One of my dear friend is leaving. Yes. Jessica. I'm talking about you. I will miss the time we chatted so much (or more like gossip la). You're going off to UiTM to become 'Jessica binti Abdullah' soon xD. You will get to know many new friends there. But I do hope you still remember me, as your evil twin la. If fate allows, we might even meet in US next year.
For everyone who are leaving, I wish them the best of luck forever. I hope that everything will go smooth for you. As the Christians like to say, May the weapons meant to destroy you never work in the eyes of GOD. May GOD bless you.
As for me, I will be leaving next year. So, only then I will feel emo xD. Hehe.
Anyway, The Call by Regina Spektor is very meaningful. Here are the lyrics.
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before
All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye
You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye..
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye..
today i don't feel like doing anything
13 years ago
2 comments:
haha
so happy to c my name in ur blog
actually...
we got webcam wat...
no nd to b sad
it'll jz b d same lol
i think it's u who'll 4get abt u
sobsob
haha..
i lov this song so much man!~~
another got want is call THIS IS HOME...
is oso not bad!~~
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