Pictures Galore!!

As I promised in the previous few posts, here are the picture of 3 different events. Ipoh lil' trip, Sharon's House BBQ and Prom! It's Pictures Galore!

Ps: Yi Herng, Upload liao la. Aiyoyoyo...

IPOH TRIP!

Acting Like A Monkey xD

This is what Yi Herng said is the 'best cave' in Ipoh. I think the scenery there is not bad la.

Acting like a beggar eating on the pavement xD

Trying to act emo but to no avail. The Char Kuey Tiao wasn't that bad. The coffee was SUPERB!

Sharon's House BBQ

Look at the stars! Aim for the best

5 Daredevils on the roof

Extremely many people on the roof. Luckily the roof didn't topple down.

Me and Shu Yi. What was I so excited about?

Ye olde classic Champagne Open ceremony!!!

The BBQ atmosphere! Yummy food!!!

Group Picture! Good Luck Sharon!!!

Pei Chee (Boss Lady) and me (Amat) camwhoring

5 emo people looking at the same point

The Star!!!

Hi little baby!

The old gang except Soon Khai... Sad...



PROM PICTURES!!!

Aiyo. Even in the lift also wanna take photo xD




Andrew and me as.... BATMAN AND ROBIN!!!


Yi Herng (22 years old uncle) and me (20 years old xD)

Me and Iggoh!!!

Group pic!

Group pic 2! Say CHEESE!!!

Citching and Rahmond xDD

Christine, you are too tall! Kimberley and me trying to act taller than Christine xD

Kylie and Me!

Kimberley (Chimp-berley) and me!

A normal Andrew and Me!

The guys!

The girls, excluding Fiona

Can you see 2 handsome guys within these pretty girls?

Fiona and Me. I'm still smarter than you Fiona xDD

From left: Me, Kylie, Christine, Fiona and Johnson

A New Outlook

Hm... For the past few days (or weeks or months or years!!!!) I have been really really really really really (x infinity) down. Now, I feel dumb for feeling so emo for so long. I'm now adopting a new positive outlook in life. I will now look for the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, look for the silver lining in the clouds and look at a cup as half full instead of half empty.

Looking back now, I found out that I've lost a lot of things while being emo. But the past shall remain in the past and I shall look forward into the future. It's like I'm starting a new life all over again. It's good, in a way.

Anyway, in a totally unrelated story, there are many people who are gonna leave INTI this semester. Let's see. Andrew Tan, Iggoh, Yi Herng, Annitah and Kimberley. Well, all I have to say to you guys is... GOOD LUCK IN LIFE!! I WILL MISS YA!!!

Back and still Emo-ing

I'm back from my little trip to Ipoh. Gonna blog about it sometime in the future.

Now, I wanna blog about my feelings.

I have been emo for the whole day today. I really don't know what has come upon me. Never in my life have I been emo for a long time. What is happening to me??!!! Actually, this emo feeling comes and goes. But when it comes, it stays for a long time.

Is it because I'm lonely? Do I have a lonely heart that yearns for love?

Actually, my heart don't yearns for love. I love someone already. But that is a one-way-street love only. Wanna know who is that? Cannot tell you lah here. Hehe. Too public already.

I really like the person. But... I don't know!!! My feelings are too jumbled up already.

I don't know what to do with life.

This is intefering with my studies already. I know I once said that love wouldn't interfere with my studies but this is way beyond my control.

Help me.

Please

Off for the weekend

On Hiatus....

Muahahahahahahaha

What is with today?

What is with nearly half of the population today? Why is everyone so emo today? Why am I so emo today? Why am I so emo lately? What is with the word emo? Why why tell me why.

Not sure what overcame my friends and I today, but quite a handful of people was emo today. I hereby declare today as an Emo day. Hehe.

Nothing much to post actually. Just that I'm extremely emo. And I'm in trouble. I haven't studied for my test tomorrow. I'm dead.

Not.

Haha. Gonna go study later.

Anyway, here are some lame jokes.

Once upon a time, a polar bear thinks that the sun is too shiny, so he put up
sunglasses. Then he became a panda...

One upon a time, a bun was hungry, so he ate lots of meat. Then he became a
pao...

Black cat fell into water, white cat save black cat from the water. Black cat
feel so thankful, and say:"miao"

I guess that is all. Till next time~

Emo-ing...

Tagged

I haven't done these kind of tagged stuff for a long time. A long time since friendster. Since I have no life on a perfect Friday night, I guess I'll do the questions xD

Instructions : Remove one question from below and add in your own question, make it a total 20 questions. Then tag 8 people from your list. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them that they have been tagged.

1. At what age you wish to marry?
As fate would want me to marry.

2. Will you consider sexual relationships before marriage?
Never. I'm clean and intend to be clean. Until after marriage. Then... Muahahahahahahahhaa.....

3. Do you smoke?
This, I do not deny. But trying hard to stop! I still feel guilty when I pick up a stick. But, Oh well. What goes, goes. Que sera, sera. Hehe.

4. List out two gifts you'd like to receive now.
Hm.... The first one would be an abundance of friends. Friends are leaving me at this time to furthur their studies. I've never felt so left alone before. I need more friends to make me feel secure.
The second one would be a new life. Hehe. I wish sometimes there is a reset button for life to reset the things and to unto the things you've done in the past which has a great impact on you which makes you rethink your future which makes you think you shouldn't have did that which made you think that you have a reset button which makes you think that you're repeating yourself. Muahahahaha. I don't understand what I'm typing. Kudos to those who understands xD

5. Who did you text most lately?
Yi Herng, Chui Wen, Khai Chee and Sotong Shan.

6. How old are you?
You have to phrase that quesion better. Biologically, I'm 18. But mentally, I'm not even 10. I want lollies!!!! Don't trust me? Ask around and see xD

7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
Food! And a pack of Salem xD

8. State 3 people of the opposite sex that first comes to your mind. Who will you most likely date?
Xiao Wei, Fiona and Swee Ling. None. Haha. Why? Xiao Wei and Swee Ling are elder than me. And Fiona has someone already. Hehe. But then again, I'm not so sure about Xiao Wei. Muahahahahaha....

9. Where do you wish to get married ?
At a decent lil' church. Which friends and family will be all around. And I'll live happily ever after. The end.

10. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by love?
I have no idea. Why must it always be about love.... Why can't it be about other stuff? But then again, I love love. Hehe.

11. How many kids do you want?
I don't know. A football team?

12. Are you in love?
Judging from my previous posts, I guess I am.

13. Where is the latest restaurant you have dinner?
I have no idea. It has been a long time since I went to a proper restaurant for a perfect dinner. A candlelight dinner.

14.Name the latest book, you bought.
The doomspell. With that book, I WILL DOMINATE THE WORLD!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA...

15. Do you believe in God?
Yes. Without him, I am nothing.

16. Name your favourite game or sport.
Talking nonsense.

17. The most exciting place you want to go?
THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!

18. Hugs or Kisses?
Both. They are like butter and bread. Inseparatable.

19.What is the latest porn website you visited?!
www.i-never-surf-porn-in-my-life-believe-it-or-not.com

20.What's your feeling after doing this tag?
Even more bored...


People I tag:
Everyone on my list and beyond!

Now, SHOO!

People Come, People Go

People come and people go. This is how life works. Life goes on for everyone.
Time waits for no one.

This is what I need to learn to do. I have to learn to let go of old friends and get along with new friends. However, I understand that good friends are hard to come by. I will forever miss those who are going to go overseas. Especially you. I'm sure you know I'm talking to you, directly. Hehe.

The life cycle goes on. Dwell on the past I must not. For this, I will look way into the future. I wish that the future will be bright for me.

I wonder what will my friends feel when I leave for US next year around August...

I wonder what will I feel too...

Lately

I haven't posted for a week or so. I wanted to post up the PROM pictures but I am too lazy. Maybe I'll do that post some other time. Today, I just wanna vent my feelings that is within me.

For the past few days, I have been putting sad messages on my MSN. Why? It's because I'm suffering. Not gonna post what I am suffering because this place is too public. Hehe. Anyway, just a little hint. It's about confused about love. Why is love so confusing. Anyway, not many people can see I'm suffering because I really can hide my sad feelings sometimes. I can be jovial at many times but actually behind those smiles and laughters, there are loads of sorrows.

Stress has been building more and more. I was so stressed up about this problem that I didn't really study well for my test. But then again, I don't study well for my test although I don't have any problems. So, screw that. Hehe. The problem has been preventing my from going to sleep.

This is like a nightmare happening all over again. It always happens every year. Since Form 4. I can remember it vividly. Why is life so cruel to me. But life is not unfair. Haha. It is cruel at times, but it shines on me at times too. There are always ups and downs in life. This is the truth that I have to learn to accept in order to be liberated.

As I said it is happening all over again, I think I'm reverting back to my old bad habits. Sad case la whey.....

I should not revert bad to my old bad habits.

I digress.

Or maybe not.

Anyway, I can wish that windstorm that I created can end. But I know the ending isn't any time sooner. Can anyone lend me a shelter so that I can hide there?

Preferably one that is strong.

And big.

And everlasting.

A busy weekend...

I basically had a very very very long weekend. First was the ICF concert, the second was the 6C gathering, while the third one was Pat A Pet. As they say, picture says a thousand words, I'll let the picture do most of the talking.

ICF CONCERT

La la la! Let's rock!

This picture is the only picture I managed to take for ICF concert. It was kinda tiring. This is the first time I'm an emcee for a christian event. Quite fun la. Hope to do it again another time. We had 1am to come play for us. 1am is basically a Malaysian Christian band. Boy. They were very good. I wanna be like them someday xD

That day, I slept at Yi Herng's house, along with Christine and Swee Ling. I slept at 4.30 and woke up at 7.30. I didn't want to wake up so early but Yi Herng's phone vibrated on the table. It was making so much noise so I woke up. And yet Yi Herng still continue sleeping on.... How wonderful...

6C Gathering

Shi Kai, Huai Qing, Ee Jane and me


Zhi Jie and me holding hands. Awwww xD


Group photo!

Part group photo!

Yet another group photo!

Finale group photo!

Basically, we had a lot of fun at our gathering. This is by far the best gathering ever. A total number of 17 people turned up. I think it's not bad la. Haha. We celebrated Andy's (aka PCK) birthday. We were one of the noisiest table in the restaurant. Hope to have another gathering which is similar to this in the future.

Pat A Pet

What is this colourful blob?

OMG! It's a lala dog!

This two are male dogs. But they kept trying to kiss each other. Gay >.<

Me holding a cute puppy!!!

Pei Shan, Soon Khai and me!!!

Me and Pei Chee acting cool...

Yes boss lady? What do you want your amat to do?

A normal picture finally

Pat a pet. An activity organized by my friends at Chong Hwa. A lot of things has changed at Chong Hwa. I feel like I've lost touch with my secondary school already. Haha. But anyway, life goes on la. Had a fun day. Chatted with quite many friends whom I haven't seen for ages. Crapped a lot too. I really really miss my friends. By the way, I never knew that dogs could be lala too till today. Haha.

I guess I have to study now. I have a test tomorrow. All the best to me. Haha.

Or maybe I should go dye my dog's fur too.

Or maybe not.

...

I adore you

I like you

I love you

I wanna be with you

I can't live without you

I need you

GOD

From, Raymond

No internet connection???

Darn. I don't have any internet connection at home for the time being. This is because my freaking telephone line got cut off. Yup. Again. Not my fault. Hehe. My dad la. He didn't pay for like so many months so the line is being cut off, yet again. And I don't know what to do when I'm bored now. I'm basically cut off from the outer world for these few days till my telephone line gets connected back again. I'll be rotting at home. However, I will still not study yet. Hehe. Still lazy la.

I've really treasured all my friendships and Ifound out that friendship networkings are indeed very important. Hehe. On Wednesday and Thursday, my society had afood fair in college. Quite many of my friends came and support this food fair and made it kinda like a success. Hehe. So, quite happy la.

Tonight will be thenight of the concert whereby I'm the emcee. I hope I can speak clearly and fluently la. I really need the practice of public speaking. Pray for me ya xD

I dunno what to type already. Haha. Till then...